Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Amazing Love

God you are honestly an amazing God. It just amazes me and sometimes even hard to grasp because you're so big and so eternal. And Father God, I know I have been unfaithful and so many times i have turned my back on you. Father I want to come back to you, I've strayed so far, trying to come back on my own, but God, I need your help. I want to come home to you again. I want to be able to praise you again with all my heart and truly be on fire for you God. Father I don't want any prize, no feast, no nothing, just that you guide me back to you. I know I am not worthy of your forgiveness and Father I stand in awe of you because your love and mercy never changes. Your love and mercy overflows and I just thank you so much and You deserve all my praise. In Jesus Name, Amen.


it's really amazing how God just comes and give you this "hug", telling you that everything's going to be okay when you feel like breaking down because you've drifted so far. I was reading John 10 today after school, and it talked about Jesus as the good shepherd and we are the sheep. And all these things He was saying all led to his death for us. It's indescribable as to how grateful and in awe i am at His love. Sometimes it's like...unbelievable that He would die for us, for ME. I don't deserve it...yet He loved us so much that He died for our sins. I was looking at the daily bread devos...and there was a quote:
Believing that Jesus died, that's history; believing that Jesus died for me, that's salvation.


*sigh...
How could it be? That you were the one on the cross. Lifted for all our shame. How could it be? The scares in your hands, are for me. You are the king of all.
(More than life - Hillsongs)

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