Wednesday, January 12, 2005

trusting people

Some people can just be really fake. As bad and mean as that may seem, it is also very true. I'm not saying you have to be totally transparent. But when you dislike yourself so much that you decide to lie about yourself, that's too far. I mean...honestly I thought we were friends. Even if I heard other people say things about you, I still cared and to a certain extent trusted you. But honestly you decide to go so far as to lying about your BIRTHDAY what is that?!? *sigh...

Now I just don't know what to believe...you've just put me on a crossroad...I mean yes there were times where I didn't believe you....now it's just...I don't know

What are true friends? People who stick by your side no matter what. People who know you inside and out. People you can just talk to...without hiding anything. For some weird reason, I realized that as you grow older, the less people will accept you for who you are. But hey I mean that's part of growing up is it not? And it's harder being Christian too because those who belong to the world will walk away from you, but you have to understand that it's the right thing, that you may be hanging with the wrong crew.

I don't understand why you would hide yourself so much. *sigh...you can't say people won't like you for who you are when they have NEVER seen the real you. I don't even know what's lies and what's not anymore about you.

1 comment:

.Cheryl. said...

Hey Agnesseeeee!
I must confess, I am both a poser AND a fake! MUhahahah ;P (see! this time no teases on you)

"..I realized that as you grow older, the less people will accept you for who you are"

...i dunno, for me as i grew older i became less hesitant to let people see me for who i am, the good and the bad. so i think as you grow older, the numbers can only increase...cuz before, no one really knows "who you are".

that's just my two cents.

ANYHOW.

i love you Agnes! good bad and ugly :) + gansta-ness if you wish.