Before Fellowship

RANT
it's going to be angry. so if you wanted to read something happy and jolly, totally not the place to be
ughhh i hate this..

you would THINK that maybe...just MAYBE your parents would trust you on making decisions on your own..but noooooo they want to prioritize ur life for you

they want to just control your life because they want you to be "successful" they want you to "get the best things in life"

what the HECK does that mean? since when you are to tell me what's right for me and what's best for me? Since when did you know?

Since when did you ever EVER ask my opinion on things i want to do. ughhhhh

im sooo angryy. crap man.

They honestly need to learn that they dont have control over my life. I can't wait till i have a car and have my own independance.

As much as they care, sometimes i just wish they'd trust me for once. They say....oh you're cramming yourself too much....u're not spending time with the family enough...you're not trying in school enough...you're not concentrating enough...you're not getting a high enough average....you're spending enough time doing school stuff...

What is enough? It seems that no matter what i do, it's never enough. They never look back at what i've done when i did good things, no they look back at what i've done that was horrible, that was bad. It's like...as long as you spend one weekend without them, it's not enough. *sigh

it's my life....i have priorities too....im a teenager....why won't you just let me think like one and be like one? Why are you trying to make me grow up so much? I know i'm getting old and i need to grow up...but why are you always trying to ruin the things i really want to do?


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*sigh now what?