merrry christmassssss =)
thanks to:
ellena for ur...present ahha interesting stuff
sharon for the orlando calendar
jane for the nice green sweater
my aunts for clothes & jewelry and a new purse
mommy for getting me cranium
nat jeh for card
nat chang for card
winnie for card
yayyy baptism today! =) congrats to jacob, gilford, gilbert, ernest, barry, eudora, shiny and keren =) eeeeeeeeeee^^ haha but yessss =) hahahha soo joax after sunday school hahahahaha talking to jon, darren, liann, and joey makes me laugh AHHAH man that girl..joey is the craziest gr 5 i've EVER heard...hahahha aww man she is SO joax! hahahah the four of us were just laughing NONSTOP ahahahaha mannn that was joax =) the lunch made me haf a tummyache..but it's okayy went to jon's w/ issy to play super smash bros....man i SUCK! omgsh..like..i need more practice =( makes me sad hahaha but yea...then issy came over..had girl talk and we jus laughed at white ninja and my yrbook hahah the girl w/ the "pregnant stomach" hahaha issy SOO JOAX! hahaha =) then im gonna go see chronicles of narnia at 6:30 =) eeeeeeeee^^ awesome christmas!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Saturday, December 17, 2005
praying with sincerity
Pondering...
- about why i make such a big deal about..everything from homework to even weather
- about how much i have to do this weekend and next week
- about christmas presents i have to get
- about my schedule during christmas, whether i have time for everything i want to do
- about Koinonia retreat worship team...that's a biggie
- about what to get baptism people
- about when i should finish what homework and how long it would take me
REALIZE how all these things are...tangible...or something that's so...shallow, things that are all based upon...rushing and getting things done and Stress...*sigh..the word that makes me sad
and so last night,the coolest feeling came over me, overwhelming me so much that i began to cry. not tears of sorrow, but tears of guilt and amazement. Yesterday night, while singing all those songs, sure as old as they were, i couldn't help but realize how i've forgotten all these things. How I've forgotten that Christ was so big, so majestic, yet so humble. I mean, not only did he die for us, he was born in a manger too. Simple entrance into the world, yet so big, so loving.
I've been so busy lately, so caught up in all the work, complaining and whining and stressing out and freaking out, not making or having time for God. I cried last night not because I realized this. I mean i've realized it quite a while ago, sadly not doing anything about it. But I cried because i realized how much i missed the feeling God being by my side and last night, not only did i get to bond with other people, while i was praying, i heard God calling me, telling me
Let it go and let me handle it
Just trust in me...
that's why i came down, to save you
to love you regardless of what happens
just take my hand
and walk with me
I prayed sincerely for the first time in a VERY long time. I mean...christmas is coming. People are like...can't wait till i spend time with family and friends. The only thing that I now long for this Christmas is to spend time with God. I need Him back into my life.
You dance over me
while i'm unaware
You sing all around
but i never hear the sound
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
How you love me.
- about why i make such a big deal about..everything from homework to even weather
- about how much i have to do this weekend and next week
- about christmas presents i have to get
- about my schedule during christmas, whether i have time for everything i want to do
- about Koinonia retreat worship team...that's a biggie
- about what to get baptism people
- about when i should finish what homework and how long it would take me
REALIZE how all these things are...tangible...or something that's so...shallow, things that are all based upon...rushing and getting things done and Stress...*sigh..the word that makes me sad
and so last night,the coolest feeling came over me, overwhelming me so much that i began to cry. not tears of sorrow, but tears of guilt and amazement. Yesterday night, while singing all those songs, sure as old as they were, i couldn't help but realize how i've forgotten all these things. How I've forgotten that Christ was so big, so majestic, yet so humble. I mean, not only did he die for us, he was born in a manger too. Simple entrance into the world, yet so big, so loving.
I've been so busy lately, so caught up in all the work, complaining and whining and stressing out and freaking out, not making or having time for God. I cried last night not because I realized this. I mean i've realized it quite a while ago, sadly not doing anything about it. But I cried because i realized how much i missed the feeling God being by my side and last night, not only did i get to bond with other people, while i was praying, i heard God calling me, telling me
Let it go and let me handle it
Just trust in me...
that's why i came down, to save you
to love you regardless of what happens
just take my hand
and walk with me
I prayed sincerely for the first time in a VERY long time. I mean...christmas is coming. People are like...can't wait till i spend time with family and friends. The only thing that I now long for this Christmas is to spend time with God. I need Him back into my life.
You dance over me
while i'm unaware
You sing all around
but i never hear the sound
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
How you love me.
Monday, December 12, 2005
Friday, December 09, 2005
Salvation
S.a.l.v.a.t.i.o.n.
thought this was pretty cool..
from the Max Lucado newsletter
Can’t stop drinking? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t forgive the jerk, forget the past, or forsake your bad habits? Christ can! And he lives within you.
pretty cool how God can do all these things that you just can't see to do. it just shows how Big He is. How He's so indescribable.
I mean I don't think so of us realize enough how GREAT He is. I mean...think about. You see what's ahead of you, he sees EVERYTHING...and i mean EVERYTHING. There isn't a single corner, a single obstacle he can't see. He knows what you're going to do when you're outta highschool. He knows what courses you're going to choose for next year. He knows what mark you're going to get on this test and on that project. He knows when you need a break. He knows these things. I mean so many times we say God doesn't provide. Heh. Think about it. Everything you say you need something and it seems like God didn't provide for you, did you REALLY need it.
My friends and I were talking about university over lunch and it freaked the heck outta me because i had NO idea what to do for university. I did not have the SLIGHTEST clue. I mean i still gotta choose between arts and sciences. And if i go into sciences, what program, what school? What would i do after i get outta school?
And i was so stressed. Now i think about it, I think, why am i worrying so much? I could replace those top words with my own:
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop wondering where you're going to go? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t seem to understand anything? Christ can! And he lives within you.
thought this was pretty cool..
from the Max Lucado newsletter
Can’t stop drinking? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t forgive the jerk, forget the past, or forsake your bad habits? Christ can! And he lives within you.
pretty cool how God can do all these things that you just can't see to do. it just shows how Big He is. How He's so indescribable.
I mean I don't think so of us realize enough how GREAT He is. I mean...think about. You see what's ahead of you, he sees EVERYTHING...and i mean EVERYTHING. There isn't a single corner, a single obstacle he can't see. He knows what you're going to do when you're outta highschool. He knows what courses you're going to choose for next year. He knows what mark you're going to get on this test and on that project. He knows when you need a break. He knows these things. I mean so many times we say God doesn't provide. Heh. Think about it. Everything you say you need something and it seems like God didn't provide for you, did you REALLY need it.
My friends and I were talking about university over lunch and it freaked the heck outta me because i had NO idea what to do for university. I did not have the SLIGHTEST clue. I mean i still gotta choose between arts and sciences. And if i go into sciences, what program, what school? What would i do after i get outta school?
And i was so stressed. Now i think about it, I think, why am i worrying so much? I could replace those top words with my own:
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop wondering where you're going to go? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t seem to understand anything? Christ can! And he lives within you.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
GuideMe.
ughhh im so stressedd : (
last few weeks of school is stressful because teachers try to finish everything.
Things to do:
1. english isp essay outline (8)
2. english demand essay (14-17)
3. chem lab (12-13)
4. chem unit test (14)
5. two physics tests someday before break...
6. physics project
7. seven deadly sins painting (13)
God bring me through it
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Phillipians 4:13
rest my soul
in Christ alone
know His power
in quietness and trust
last few weeks of school is stressful because teachers try to finish everything.
Things to do:
1. english isp essay outline (8)
2. english demand essay (14-17)
3. chem lab (12-13)
4. chem unit test (14)
5. two physics tests someday before break...
6. physics project
7. seven deadly sins painting (13)
God bring me through it
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Phillipians 4:13
rest my soul
in Christ alone
know His power
in quietness and trust
Sunday, December 04, 2005
ilovemyfriends.
This week has been pretty cool :) PA Day friday :) I soo needed it. Man been wanting a break for a really really really really long time. Got to talk to different people this week :) so cool stuff.
Friday
I got up at 7:30....SEVEN THIRTY! insanity! on a non-school day too! haha i had to go get my G1 with nat and jane :) we all can drive now haha. man i was soo scared that nat was going to cry when she was telling me she might fail. i was like..uhoh. haha then they went to jane's house and i went to the doctor. and there i met a stupid nurse who stabbed me in BOTH my arms while doing my blood test :( you would think that one hole is painful enough, but nooo she missed the vain and so did the other arm :( *hai. so yea my arm was hurting, then i went home, ate, and went to sleep until 2:30. Met jane and nat at the movies to watch harry potter! :) FINALLY! those kids...always late haha got me a lil angry but that's okay. it was pretty darn good compared to the rest of the movies, but it cut out like half of the book :( haha but it was soo joax! haha me and jane :P hahaha yeaaaaaaaaaaaa haha that's so our thing now :P Then...i quickly ran home and ate dinner and went to fellowship. Man i was in such a hurry , but it was so fun :) haha man my voice is like..gone now jus cuz i had to yell cuz we had no mics :( but yea. it was fun :) haha kitty acting like eric :P and sharon knowing when prizoner of azaban was out. hahaha by ONE DAY. insanity! haha good stuff overall :) and then jon came bac and slapped me in the face :( then wacked me with the keys :( you suck kid XP
Saturday
Woke up at 9:30 :( I wanted to sleep inn...but nooo i had to shower and get to worship practice haha it was soo quick! like 30minutes! crazinesss and then we ate congee after :) it was yummy. :) then silas said i cant sing :( i really couldnt this week :( cuz im so sick :( pooooooo i want to be healthy lol. did some work today, watched some movies :P haha and yes that was my day..my working day
Sunday
woke up at 7:30 today. man i was soo sick this morning, i so didn't feel like getting up :( but yea i did and silas wouldn't let me have a waffle!!!! and sally took the last one!!! i was like..man i want one :( haha so i jus ate some of sally's and stole some from cyrus after. :P after service, went out to eat with the university people haha i felt so young...and they were planning a trip..or andy was planning a trip to go to chicago....i want to go tooooo :P but i've been to chicago. i wanna go to new york city :P haha anywayyss haha yea vicky and her "interesting" jokes :P ...then i got back at church at 1 and my brother got mad at me :( and i kinda got in trouble but not really because after my dad calmed down, he didn't really care :) haha or my mom knew i went out..she jus kinda guessed and told me next time to tell her. haha okay :) haha taht is the end
have fun kiddies
Friday
I got up at 7:30....SEVEN THIRTY! insanity! on a non-school day too! haha i had to go get my G1 with nat and jane :) we all can drive now haha. man i was soo scared that nat was going to cry when she was telling me she might fail. i was like..uhoh. haha then they went to jane's house and i went to the doctor. and there i met a stupid nurse who stabbed me in BOTH my arms while doing my blood test :( you would think that one hole is painful enough, but nooo she missed the vain and so did the other arm :( *hai. so yea my arm was hurting, then i went home, ate, and went to sleep until 2:30. Met jane and nat at the movies to watch harry potter! :) FINALLY! those kids...always late haha got me a lil angry but that's okay. it was pretty darn good compared to the rest of the movies, but it cut out like half of the book :( haha but it was soo joax! haha me and jane :P hahaha yeaaaaaaaaaaaa haha that's so our thing now :P Then...i quickly ran home and ate dinner and went to fellowship. Man i was in such a hurry , but it was so fun :) haha man my voice is like..gone now jus cuz i had to yell cuz we had no mics :( but yea. it was fun :) haha kitty acting like eric :P and sharon knowing when prizoner of azaban was out. hahaha by ONE DAY. insanity! haha good stuff overall :) and then jon came bac and slapped me in the face :( then wacked me with the keys :( you suck kid XP
Saturday
Woke up at 9:30 :( I wanted to sleep inn...but nooo i had to shower and get to worship practice haha it was soo quick! like 30minutes! crazinesss and then we ate congee after :) it was yummy. :) then silas said i cant sing :( i really couldnt this week :( cuz im so sick :( pooooooo i want to be healthy lol. did some work today, watched some movies :P haha and yes that was my day..my working day
Sunday
woke up at 7:30 today. man i was soo sick this morning, i so didn't feel like getting up :( but yea i did and silas wouldn't let me have a waffle!!!! and sally took the last one!!! i was like..man i want one :( haha so i jus ate some of sally's and stole some from cyrus after. :P after service, went out to eat with the university people haha i felt so young...and they were planning a trip..or andy was planning a trip to go to chicago....i want to go tooooo :P but i've been to chicago. i wanna go to new york city :P haha anywayyss haha yea vicky and her "interesting" jokes :P ...then i got back at church at 1 and my brother got mad at me :( and i kinda got in trouble but not really because after my dad calmed down, he didn't really care :) haha or my mom knew i went out..she jus kinda guessed and told me next time to tell her. haha okay :) haha taht is the end
have fun kiddies
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