recap

so i woke up at 8:30 this morning because I had to go pee haha turns out i couldn't get back to sleep because of my stuffy nose So i watched a little TV and then decided to eat breakfast and here i am...so let's recap on what happened since tuesday shall we?

Tuesday
nothing happened...stayed at home all day then we had coffeehouse meeting which i think turned out pretty good good feedback and advice for next year

Wednesday
Once again...stayed at home all day, except it felt kinda nice, just to be able to sit at home and relax...drew a little...played a little piano haha i actually felt kinda happy

Thursday
Me, Jane, Bev, & Nat decided to cancel on going to the mall and so I sat at home writing cards for the grads. Then at night, I went to cabby cell group, which was amazing. Having concert of prayer and being able to ask God to bring me back into His arms, to hold me and never let me go. And it just felt like...He was telling me that everything was going to be okay and for the first time in a very long time, I opened up myself to be vulnerable and yet I felt so safe. And there was a time at which we went to a counsellor and they were to pray for us. So I went to JW. And I was just telling him how lost I felt, how in a way I wasn't willing enough. And I asked for two things, passion and humility. And he prayed for me, and then i started crying! I think I finally realized how lost I was, realizing how far I've strained from God....and how much I really need Him that was really amazing. Then we had to plan September's programs wow....I never knew it was that hard...but yea, it was a good night

Friday
Friday was such an awesome day. As usual, my mother woke me up early because I have to get used to waking up early for school but yes, so I spent all morning finishing up cards for the grads. Man there were so many cards to write! haha seriously when I had like...5 left i didn't feel like writing anymore But I did finish eventually. Then I went over to go pick Darren up to go eat lunch. Dude that was fun haha times of me, mel & darren is always fun so we ate at Galleria at Commerce and that was fun haha sitting there for like...30mins trying to figure out what to eat and looking at all the menu spelling errors like...coin chicken lolz...and looking at the menu and thinking that hot dog and ham was a hot dog with a piece of ham haha what a sad lunch ahha darren thinks sad and then so when we finally ordered it was just fun chilling and all haha. After lunch, we wandered aimlessly for quite a while until we decided to go to the park..lolz so walking like...halfway almost to karen's house. and so we found a shovel and it was just soo much fun :) haha I guess a time to chill w. the two of them not gonna happen that often after a while. Then I went home, finished up cards, showered, ate, then went to fellowship. Grad night was sad :( I cried again this year! AGAIN! I honestly didn't think that I would cry and i did! mann that encouragement line just always ends up making me cry. I'm gonna miss people soo much :( man next week is a new year. A year to start off fresh and meet new niners and a new set of old gr 12s. :P Good luck to all those going into university :) and remember to come visit us!