wow i haven't been talking about what's going on in my life for a while...so here goes...yesterday was soo much fun! haha went to KBBQ for dinner w/ 15 other people for Edwin's birthdayyy, which is on thursdayyyy =) haha soo joax haha the beef and the..diarrhea HAHA they know what i mean...hahaha and then..MANGO haha it was so much fun =) i'm glad everybody had fun! haha then after...we went to second cup and just chilled =) haha going crazy then calming down is good =P haha...yesterday my friend was showing me these lyrics from apparently a rock song....haha

Petra - Judas' Kiss
I wonder how it makes you feel when the prodigal won't come home
I wonder how it makes you feel when he'd rather be on his own
I wonder what it's like for you when a lamb has gone astray
I wonder what it's like for you when your children disobey

It must be like another thorn struck in your brow
It must be like another close friend's broken vow
It must be like another nail right through your wrist
It must be just like
Just like Judas' kiss

I wonder how it makes you feel when no one seeks your face
I wonder how it makes you feel when they give up in the race
I wonder what it's like for you when they willingly disobey
I wonder what it's like for you when they willingly walk away

those lyrics up there just made me think...so many times people sing and praise the Lord for His love and yet they sin without thinking of the consequences. And it's interesting becuase even if we do think of the consequences, we think of the consequences that affected US. Have we ever...EVER thought about how our loving father up there might feel? The chorus really hit home for me, just made me think i guess how much it could affect God. Think before you act because you'll never know who will be affected by it.