Selfishness

Reflecting back on this week, I've been really really selfish lately, always thinking about me and what's best for me. I mean I've become so lazy that I don't want to do my responsibilities anymore. I make excuses for myself saying that I have too much homework or I'm too stressed when in reality, I see that I make myself think that I have a lot to do but when I think about it, I don't. I'm starting to make a lot of little things a big deal....something I am honestly not proud of. I need to change...that I know. I was talking to my best friend this week...and I was saying how I don't want to direct a skit I wrote. She said this,"You took on the job, u havta face the responsibilities. And Just remember you're not doing this for the fellowship, or cheryl, or michelle, you're doing it for God." It just reminded me that my work in the Lord will not be done in vain. I gotta start being hard working again, caring more about other people. My dear brothers and sisters pray for me