Limits

There are just times where we just go over our heads...going off our limits..or in fact realizing we have no limits at all...There are just some times where...we just have to stop..and say..e.nough is enough...and you know what..i learned that this week..because what people say is okay isn't okay...it depends on your moral..your belief..your faith...honestly...u can't just go with the crowd and think that that's gonna solve everything...some people know wut happened..some don't..but i know i learned something from this...you gotta limit yourself, know when to say no...
I'm thanking God that you're okay, that hopefully, you learned something from this...a mistake is a mistake..whether you make it again or not..is your choice...people can tel you not to do things..the last decision is YOURS and yours alone...make the right one


Also, treasure those you love because you don't know when they'd fade away...

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*sigh..getting fed up so easily these days....loosing patience...thinking everything is pointless, not knowing why...once again..i'm burnt out... =( *sighh...but after talking to edwin..i felt better :) haha our 1 hour convo rocked! haha and he thinks i have a cool brother..:P haha but yeaa thanks man :) for everything :) we should have more of these talks :P hehe but yea...put it all in God's hand..but on another note...birthday shoutout to...
CLARENCE BOEY :) haha happy 16th man
my day was alright i guess...different but okay...better...feeling better :) and yayy kelsey's for CGN :D haha yayyyness haha fooddd haha :P k well that's it 4 now

-now scram- :P

my birthday rox!

LMAO! thank you sooo much guys! i lovee you guys sooo much! haha yes yes children yesterday was my birthday :) haha finally 15..haha thank you clarence, steven, EDWIN, & candee for all your hard work..haha :) haha i love clarence's hat :D haha i want one now :( hehe anywayyyss thanks guys! u just totally made my day! feeling a bit down b4 ..cuz my bday wasn't as great as i thought it was..but u guys...totally changed it! haha :) thank you once again! *mwahhhz*

3 days

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^ haha 3 more dayss!!! till me and my girlie's birthdayyy!!! haha :P it's really not that big of a deal...but i make everything a big deal so :P haha and happy birthday shoutout goes out to NATALIE!!!!! haha happy 15th girl! :D hehe anywayyss back to life... quote from Candy aka fluffy's msn nickname:
Life is God's novel, let Him write it
something that's so true, yet so hard to do sometimes. Let tomorrow worry about tomorrow...

Selfishness

Reflecting back on this week, I've been really really selfish lately, always thinking about me and what's best for me. I mean I've become so lazy that I don't want to do my responsibilities anymore. I make excuses for myself saying that I have too much homework or I'm too stressed when in reality, I see that I make myself think that I have a lot to do but when I think about it, I don't. I'm starting to make a lot of little things a big deal....something I am honestly not proud of. I need to change...that I know. I was talking to my best friend this week...and I was saying how I don't want to direct a skit I wrote. She said this,"You took on the job, u havta face the responsibilities. And Just remember you're not doing this for the fellowship, or cheryl, or michelle, you're doing it for God." It just reminded me that my work in the Lord will not be done in vain. I gotta start being hard working again, caring more about other people. My dear brothers and sisters pray for me