i am...
very tired
sick
fustrated
stressed
confused
worried
BUT
i'm still smiling
God is still providing
Praising Him in the storm :)
no more posting till exams r done (Jan 30th) until then... :)
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Sunday, January 15, 2006
stressed..yet blessed
wow...
these past two days have just been...chaos. What happens when you don't trust in God and when you don't believe in yourself. *sigh finally broke down and cried yesterday becuase i felt like i couldn't do it anymore. I had so much to do, so much i want to do, so many expectations to follow and yet....so little time. I felt better after talking to people today and konw what i realized? yes i am stressed...yes school is hectic, yes school does suck very much when exams are two weeks away but you know what?
i'll get through it =) I just know it....when i draw strength from God i can do anything =) superwoman or as jon calls me, "supereggs" =) and becuase i am greatly blessed
I am blessed with...
the amazing emails from mel, jon & my cell group
the endless support from my friends
the support from my parents
the people who always tell me to never give up
the people who never gave up on me
a brother who knows i have a lot to do and does my chores without even asking =)
counsellors who are constantly praying for me and just being there
an amazing worship team to work with and just to be able to have a time where i could laugh
and finally...
and Faithful God who never ceases to amaze me...who continues to shower me with blessings beyond anything
reminder: God will never give you more than you can handle =) If He brought you in it, He can bring you THROUGH it =)
these past two days have just been...chaos. What happens when you don't trust in God and when you don't believe in yourself. *sigh finally broke down and cried yesterday becuase i felt like i couldn't do it anymore. I had so much to do, so much i want to do, so many expectations to follow and yet....so little time. I felt better after talking to people today and konw what i realized? yes i am stressed...yes school is hectic, yes school does suck very much when exams are two weeks away but you know what?
i'll get through it =) I just know it....when i draw strength from God i can do anything =) superwoman or as jon calls me, "supereggs" =) and becuase i am greatly blessed
I am blessed with...
the amazing emails from mel, jon & my cell group
the endless support from my friends
the support from my parents
the people who always tell me to never give up
the people who never gave up on me
a brother who knows i have a lot to do and does my chores without even asking =)
counsellors who are constantly praying for me and just being there
an amazing worship team to work with and just to be able to have a time where i could laugh
and finally...
and Faithful God who never ceases to amaze me...who continues to shower me with blessings beyond anything
reminder: God will never give you more than you can handle =) If He brought you in it, He can bring you THROUGH it =)
Thursday, January 12, 2006
living testimony
Something interesting happened this week at school...so here goes
At the beginning of this new year, i prayed to God that He would show me a
way to shine His light because so many times, I felt like I wasn't doing
much. I felt like everybody else, nothing really different about me that
people could see. Amazingly He showed me a way, that was definately not
easy. The first day i came back to school, a friend of mine cracked a joke
about me taking my faith seriously and gave me the nickname of Nun Chung.
Yea heck i thought it was funny at first...I mean i didn't think it was a
big deal. Until things got a little out of hand. When i talk, when i do
things, people refer it to me being "nun-like", making fun of me for taking
my religion so seriously. And yes, you may think that it's okay because it's
my friends and i shouldn't take it seriously. But honestly, truthfully, it
hurts. It hurts when people make fun of something that means so much to you.
It hurts when people don't take you seriously anymore because you're not
like them, becuase you're "different" It annoys me, it makes me feel like
there's something wrong with me. I mean...who likes to be made fun of?
constantly too? It is this week that I realized that it was what I have
asked for. If you think about it, a normal person would fight back with
swearing and what not and telling the person to shutup. But I'm different. I
am a child of God. THAT makes all the difference. I found myself praying
more for guidance, for patience, for strength. And even in this situation, I
prayed for humility. It was hard for me and God knew that. But throughout
the week, the more i prayed, the more i was made fun of, the closer i felt
to God. It was pretty amazing. I mean sure it still hurts, but knowing that
I'm not alone in this makes me feel ten billion times better :)
We are living sacrifices, we are like...breathing walking testimonies. God is faithful regardless :) He provides
At the beginning of this new year, i prayed to God that He would show me a
way to shine His light because so many times, I felt like I wasn't doing
much. I felt like everybody else, nothing really different about me that
people could see. Amazingly He showed me a way, that was definately not
easy. The first day i came back to school, a friend of mine cracked a joke
about me taking my faith seriously and gave me the nickname of Nun Chung.
Yea heck i thought it was funny at first...I mean i didn't think it was a
big deal. Until things got a little out of hand. When i talk, when i do
things, people refer it to me being "nun-like", making fun of me for taking
my religion so seriously. And yes, you may think that it's okay because it's
my friends and i shouldn't take it seriously. But honestly, truthfully, it
hurts. It hurts when people make fun of something that means so much to you.
It hurts when people don't take you seriously anymore because you're not
like them, becuase you're "different" It annoys me, it makes me feel like
there's something wrong with me. I mean...who likes to be made fun of?
constantly too? It is this week that I realized that it was what I have
asked for. If you think about it, a normal person would fight back with
swearing and what not and telling the person to shutup. But I'm different. I
am a child of God. THAT makes all the difference. I found myself praying
more for guidance, for patience, for strength. And even in this situation, I
prayed for humility. It was hard for me and God knew that. But throughout
the week, the more i prayed, the more i was made fun of, the closer i felt
to God. It was pretty amazing. I mean sure it still hurts, but knowing that
I'm not alone in this makes me feel ten billion times better :)
We are living sacrifices, we are like...breathing walking testimonies. God is faithful regardless :) He provides
Sunday, January 08, 2006
sunday fun =)
highlights of my Sunday
1) Darren making up melody's essay "Hi my name is Melody. Today I want to talk about friends. I have none."
2)jon lecturing me about hitting people ><"
3) hitting darren =) which is acceptable =P
4)going to wendy's with darren, jason, jon and cheryl and talking about mary-kate and ashley
5) talking to silas about worship stuff =P
6)talkin to jon while waiting for my brother =)
highlights of prestudy
1) warcraft: "noo why isn't it dying!" *frantically pressing button*
2)talking to stuffed animals
3)"the world is against you. Who do you trust?" "nobody?"
4)"jon wong do you sing to bsb songs?"
5)"jon dear...people talk to stuffed animals not burgers"
6)"what did you talk about for bible study?" "lumps"
haha =) good way to end the holiday
missing all of you back in university
1) Darren making up melody's essay "Hi my name is Melody. Today I want to talk about friends. I have none."
2)jon lecturing me about hitting people ><"
3) hitting darren =) which is acceptable =P
4)going to wendy's with darren, jason, jon and cheryl and talking about mary-kate and ashley
5) talking to silas about worship stuff =P
6)talkin to jon while waiting for my brother =)
highlights of prestudy
1) warcraft: "noo why isn't it dying!" *frantically pressing button*
2)talking to stuffed animals
3)"the world is against you. Who do you trust?" "nobody?"
4)"jon wong do you sing to bsb songs?"
5)"jon dear...people talk to stuffed animals not burgers"
6)"what did you talk about for bible study?" "lumps"
haha =) good way to end the holiday
missing all of you back in university
your grace is enough
i was watching 7:22 tonight...and there was this one thing that the worship leader...not steve fee...another worship leader...and he said one thing....he said, "Regardless of how you came in this room, through this door, we were all born in a messed-up state, and we have a great God who gave His awesome son Jesus to be the payment for our mess, not just the kind of remedy the situation a little bit, but to give us life that is forever and eternal. If you're here tonight with this burden and you think you can't measure up to God, you can, because He gave us a way through His son and He took our punishment. And that's what we're about."
That made me realize something for fellowship, for church. That at the end of the week, it doesn't matter how you come into church, into fellowship, we were all in the same state. We go hungry for His love, a night with His people to worship Him. When we go into church and worship, we become one. Differences don't matter anymore because we have one thing in common, each of us was saved.
Believing that Jesus died, that's history.
Believing that Jesus died for you, that's salvation.
Father, Your Grace is Enough
go check out 7:22
http://www.722.org/flash/722.html
That made me realize something for fellowship, for church. That at the end of the week, it doesn't matter how you come into church, into fellowship, we were all in the same state. We go hungry for His love, a night with His people to worship Him. When we go into church and worship, we become one. Differences don't matter anymore because we have one thing in common, each of us was saved.
Believing that Jesus died, that's history.
Believing that Jesus died for you, that's salvation.
Father, Your Grace is Enough
go check out 7:22
http://www.722.org/flash/722.html
Sunday, January 01, 2006
happy new year
happity happity new yr =) or should i say...happy bday like gendi :P tonza fun at gendi's house last night =) yayyy =) haha good times just wanna say that this was an AMAZING year =) the good times..the bad times...the retarded times =) hehe i love you all thanks to all my amazing friends for making this yr...pretty darn amazing..haha and now im gonna elaborate...haha...kinda thanks everyone!
Eric - awesome listener, my boy girlfriend =P
Jon - putting up with my annoying whining and being incredibly awesome
Cyrus - the big brother i never had =P
Darren - my physics tutor with no shame or guilthaha =)
J. Fok - haha your amazing stories =P
M. Fok- being my favourite and hottest ah gor hahaha
Issy - the crazy girl who laughs 24/7
Candy - greatest advisor =)
Melody - stupidest flying person i know
Sharon - Orlando bloom obsessor
Jane - lil miss princess =P
Natalie - being retarded with me
Bev - haha the entertainment of my life
Kenny - giving me something/someone to laugh at
Alton - living in a Ziploc container
Hollie - my chem buddie and happy bday girl =)
And everybody else you know who you are =) i love you guys to bits! haha especially all you older people who i love so much =)
Best times in 2005
i love you guys!
and most important
LOVING HIS GRACE AND BLESSINGS =) woot!
Eric - awesome listener, my boy girlfriend =P
Jon - putting up with my annoying whining and being incredibly awesome
Cyrus - the big brother i never had =P
Darren - my physics tutor with no shame or guilthaha =)
J. Fok - haha your amazing stories =P
M. Fok- being my favourite and hottest ah gor hahaha
Issy - the crazy girl who laughs 24/7
Candy - greatest advisor =)
Melody - stupidest flying person i know
Sharon - Orlando bloom obsessor
Jane - lil miss princess =P
Natalie - being retarded with me
Bev - haha the entertainment of my life
Kenny - giving me something/someone to laugh at
Alton - living in a Ziploc container
Hollie - my chem buddie and happy bday girl =)
And everybody else you know who you are =) i love you guys to bits! haha especially all you older people who i love so much =)
Best times in 2005
- softball
- kna cabby retreat
- winter retreat
- surprise bday parties (darren, jason, etc, etc)
- hanging out with uni ppl
- grad night
- doing worship w/ darren, jay, & mel
- haha joax in grade 10 haha with nat, jane & bev
- ahha retarded times at the park with my crew
- chilling with the church gang movies and what not
- ottawa trip
i love you guys!
and most important
LOVING HIS GRACE AND BLESSINGS =) woot!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
MERRY CHRISTMASSS!!!!
merrry christmassssss =)
thanks to:
ellena for ur...present ahha interesting stuff
sharon for the orlando calendar
jane for the nice green sweater
my aunts for clothes & jewelry and a new purse
mommy for getting me cranium
nat jeh for card
nat chang for card
winnie for card
yayyy baptism today! =) congrats to jacob, gilford, gilbert, ernest, barry, eudora, shiny and keren =) eeeeeeeeeee^^ haha but yessss =) hahahha soo joax after sunday school hahahahaha talking to jon, darren, liann, and joey makes me laugh AHHAH man that girl..joey is the craziest gr 5 i've EVER heard...hahahha aww man she is SO joax! hahahah the four of us were just laughing NONSTOP ahahahaha mannn that was joax =) the lunch made me haf a tummyache..but it's okayy went to jon's w/ issy to play super smash bros....man i SUCK! omgsh..like..i need more practice =( makes me sad hahaha but yea...then issy came over..had girl talk and we jus laughed at white ninja and my yrbook hahah the girl w/ the "pregnant stomach" hahaha issy SOO JOAX! hahaha =) then im gonna go see chronicles of narnia at 6:30 =) eeeeeeeee^^ awesome christmas!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
thanks to:
ellena for ur...present ahha interesting stuff
sharon for the orlando calendar
jane for the nice green sweater
my aunts for clothes & jewelry and a new purse
mommy for getting me cranium
nat jeh for card
nat chang for card
winnie for card
yayyy baptism today! =) congrats to jacob, gilford, gilbert, ernest, barry, eudora, shiny and keren =) eeeeeeeeeee^^ haha but yessss =) hahahha soo joax after sunday school hahahahaha talking to jon, darren, liann, and joey makes me laugh AHHAH man that girl..joey is the craziest gr 5 i've EVER heard...hahahha aww man she is SO joax! hahahah the four of us were just laughing NONSTOP ahahahaha mannn that was joax =) the lunch made me haf a tummyache..but it's okayy went to jon's w/ issy to play super smash bros....man i SUCK! omgsh..like..i need more practice =( makes me sad hahaha but yea...then issy came over..had girl talk and we jus laughed at white ninja and my yrbook hahah the girl w/ the "pregnant stomach" hahaha issy SOO JOAX! hahaha =) then im gonna go see chronicles of narnia at 6:30 =) eeeeeeeee^^ awesome christmas!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
Saturday, December 17, 2005
praying with sincerity
Pondering...
- about why i make such a big deal about..everything from homework to even weather
- about how much i have to do this weekend and next week
- about christmas presents i have to get
- about my schedule during christmas, whether i have time for everything i want to do
- about Koinonia retreat worship team...that's a biggie
- about what to get baptism people
- about when i should finish what homework and how long it would take me
REALIZE how all these things are...tangible...or something that's so...shallow, things that are all based upon...rushing and getting things done and Stress...*sigh..the word that makes me sad
and so last night,the coolest feeling came over me, overwhelming me so much that i began to cry. not tears of sorrow, but tears of guilt and amazement. Yesterday night, while singing all those songs, sure as old as they were, i couldn't help but realize how i've forgotten all these things. How I've forgotten that Christ was so big, so majestic, yet so humble. I mean, not only did he die for us, he was born in a manger too. Simple entrance into the world, yet so big, so loving.
I've been so busy lately, so caught up in all the work, complaining and whining and stressing out and freaking out, not making or having time for God. I cried last night not because I realized this. I mean i've realized it quite a while ago, sadly not doing anything about it. But I cried because i realized how much i missed the feeling God being by my side and last night, not only did i get to bond with other people, while i was praying, i heard God calling me, telling me
Let it go and let me handle it
Just trust in me...
that's why i came down, to save you
to love you regardless of what happens
just take my hand
and walk with me
I prayed sincerely for the first time in a VERY long time. I mean...christmas is coming. People are like...can't wait till i spend time with family and friends. The only thing that I now long for this Christmas is to spend time with God. I need Him back into my life.
You dance over me
while i'm unaware
You sing all around
but i never hear the sound
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
How you love me.
- about why i make such a big deal about..everything from homework to even weather
- about how much i have to do this weekend and next week
- about christmas presents i have to get
- about my schedule during christmas, whether i have time for everything i want to do
- about Koinonia retreat worship team...that's a biggie
- about what to get baptism people
- about when i should finish what homework and how long it would take me
REALIZE how all these things are...tangible...or something that's so...shallow, things that are all based upon...rushing and getting things done and Stress...*sigh..the word that makes me sad
and so last night,the coolest feeling came over me, overwhelming me so much that i began to cry. not tears of sorrow, but tears of guilt and amazement. Yesterday night, while singing all those songs, sure as old as they were, i couldn't help but realize how i've forgotten all these things. How I've forgotten that Christ was so big, so majestic, yet so humble. I mean, not only did he die for us, he was born in a manger too. Simple entrance into the world, yet so big, so loving.
I've been so busy lately, so caught up in all the work, complaining and whining and stressing out and freaking out, not making or having time for God. I cried last night not because I realized this. I mean i've realized it quite a while ago, sadly not doing anything about it. But I cried because i realized how much i missed the feeling God being by my side and last night, not only did i get to bond with other people, while i was praying, i heard God calling me, telling me
Let it go and let me handle it
Just trust in me...
that's why i came down, to save you
to love you regardless of what happens
just take my hand
and walk with me
I prayed sincerely for the first time in a VERY long time. I mean...christmas is coming. People are like...can't wait till i spend time with family and friends. The only thing that I now long for this Christmas is to spend time with God. I need Him back into my life.
You dance over me
while i'm unaware
You sing all around
but i never hear the sound
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
How you love me.
Monday, December 12, 2005
Friday, December 09, 2005
Salvation
S.a.l.v.a.t.i.o.n.
thought this was pretty cool..
from the Max Lucado newsletter
Can’t stop drinking? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t forgive the jerk, forget the past, or forsake your bad habits? Christ can! And he lives within you.
pretty cool how God can do all these things that you just can't see to do. it just shows how Big He is. How He's so indescribable.
I mean I don't think so of us realize enough how GREAT He is. I mean...think about. You see what's ahead of you, he sees EVERYTHING...and i mean EVERYTHING. There isn't a single corner, a single obstacle he can't see. He knows what you're going to do when you're outta highschool. He knows what courses you're going to choose for next year. He knows what mark you're going to get on this test and on that project. He knows when you need a break. He knows these things. I mean so many times we say God doesn't provide. Heh. Think about it. Everything you say you need something and it seems like God didn't provide for you, did you REALLY need it.
My friends and I were talking about university over lunch and it freaked the heck outta me because i had NO idea what to do for university. I did not have the SLIGHTEST clue. I mean i still gotta choose between arts and sciences. And if i go into sciences, what program, what school? What would i do after i get outta school?
And i was so stressed. Now i think about it, I think, why am i worrying so much? I could replace those top words with my own:
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop wondering where you're going to go? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t seem to understand anything? Christ can! And he lives within you.
thought this was pretty cool..
from the Max Lucado newsletter
Can’t stop drinking? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t forgive the jerk, forget the past, or forsake your bad habits? Christ can! And he lives within you.
pretty cool how God can do all these things that you just can't see to do. it just shows how Big He is. How He's so indescribable.
I mean I don't think so of us realize enough how GREAT He is. I mean...think about. You see what's ahead of you, he sees EVERYTHING...and i mean EVERYTHING. There isn't a single corner, a single obstacle he can't see. He knows what you're going to do when you're outta highschool. He knows what courses you're going to choose for next year. He knows what mark you're going to get on this test and on that project. He knows when you need a break. He knows these things. I mean so many times we say God doesn't provide. Heh. Think about it. Everything you say you need something and it seems like God didn't provide for you, did you REALLY need it.
My friends and I were talking about university over lunch and it freaked the heck outta me because i had NO idea what to do for university. I did not have the SLIGHTEST clue. I mean i still gotta choose between arts and sciences. And if i go into sciences, what program, what school? What would i do after i get outta school?
And i was so stressed. Now i think about it, I think, why am i worrying so much? I could replace those top words with my own:
Can’t stop worrying? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t stop wondering where you're going to go? Christ can. And he lives within you.
Can’t seem to understand anything? Christ can! And he lives within you.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
GuideMe.
ughhh im so stressedd : (
last few weeks of school is stressful because teachers try to finish everything.
Things to do:
1. english isp essay outline (8)
2. english demand essay (14-17)
3. chem lab (12-13)
4. chem unit test (14)
5. two physics tests someday before break...
6. physics project
7. seven deadly sins painting (13)
God bring me through it
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Phillipians 4:13
rest my soul
in Christ alone
know His power
in quietness and trust
last few weeks of school is stressful because teachers try to finish everything.
Things to do:
1. english isp essay outline (8)
2. english demand essay (14-17)
3. chem lab (12-13)
4. chem unit test (14)
5. two physics tests someday before break...
6. physics project
7. seven deadly sins painting (13)
God bring me through it
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Phillipians 4:13
rest my soul
in Christ alone
know His power
in quietness and trust
Sunday, December 04, 2005
ilovemyfriends.
This week has been pretty cool :) PA Day friday :) I soo needed it. Man been wanting a break for a really really really really long time. Got to talk to different people this week :) so cool stuff.
Friday
I got up at 7:30....SEVEN THIRTY! insanity! on a non-school day too! haha i had to go get my G1 with nat and jane :) we all can drive now haha. man i was soo scared that nat was going to cry when she was telling me she might fail. i was like..uhoh. haha then they went to jane's house and i went to the doctor. and there i met a stupid nurse who stabbed me in BOTH my arms while doing my blood test :( you would think that one hole is painful enough, but nooo she missed the vain and so did the other arm :( *hai. so yea my arm was hurting, then i went home, ate, and went to sleep until 2:30. Met jane and nat at the movies to watch harry potter! :) FINALLY! those kids...always late haha got me a lil angry but that's okay. it was pretty darn good compared to the rest of the movies, but it cut out like half of the book :( haha but it was soo joax! haha me and jane :P hahaha yeaaaaaaaaaaaa haha that's so our thing now :P Then...i quickly ran home and ate dinner and went to fellowship. Man i was in such a hurry , but it was so fun :) haha man my voice is like..gone now jus cuz i had to yell cuz we had no mics :( but yea. it was fun :) haha kitty acting like eric :P and sharon knowing when prizoner of azaban was out. hahaha by ONE DAY. insanity! haha good stuff overall :) and then jon came bac and slapped me in the face :( then wacked me with the keys :( you suck kid XP
Saturday
Woke up at 9:30 :( I wanted to sleep inn...but nooo i had to shower and get to worship practice haha it was soo quick! like 30minutes! crazinesss and then we ate congee after :) it was yummy. :) then silas said i cant sing :( i really couldnt this week :( cuz im so sick :( pooooooo i want to be healthy lol. did some work today, watched some movies :P haha and yes that was my day..my working day
Sunday
woke up at 7:30 today. man i was soo sick this morning, i so didn't feel like getting up :( but yea i did and silas wouldn't let me have a waffle!!!! and sally took the last one!!! i was like..man i want one :( haha so i jus ate some of sally's and stole some from cyrus after. :P after service, went out to eat with the university people haha i felt so young...and they were planning a trip..or andy was planning a trip to go to chicago....i want to go tooooo :P but i've been to chicago. i wanna go to new york city :P haha anywayyss haha yea vicky and her "interesting" jokes :P ...then i got back at church at 1 and my brother got mad at me :( and i kinda got in trouble but not really because after my dad calmed down, he didn't really care :) haha or my mom knew i went out..she jus kinda guessed and told me next time to tell her. haha okay :) haha taht is the end
have fun kiddies
Friday
I got up at 7:30....SEVEN THIRTY! insanity! on a non-school day too! haha i had to go get my G1 with nat and jane :) we all can drive now haha. man i was soo scared that nat was going to cry when she was telling me she might fail. i was like..uhoh. haha then they went to jane's house and i went to the doctor. and there i met a stupid nurse who stabbed me in BOTH my arms while doing my blood test :( you would think that one hole is painful enough, but nooo she missed the vain and so did the other arm :( *hai. so yea my arm was hurting, then i went home, ate, and went to sleep until 2:30. Met jane and nat at the movies to watch harry potter! :) FINALLY! those kids...always late haha got me a lil angry but that's okay. it was pretty darn good compared to the rest of the movies, but it cut out like half of the book :( haha but it was soo joax! haha me and jane :P hahaha yeaaaaaaaaaaaa haha that's so our thing now :P Then...i quickly ran home and ate dinner and went to fellowship. Man i was in such a hurry , but it was so fun :) haha man my voice is like..gone now jus cuz i had to yell cuz we had no mics :( but yea. it was fun :) haha kitty acting like eric :P and sharon knowing when prizoner of azaban was out. hahaha by ONE DAY. insanity! haha good stuff overall :) and then jon came bac and slapped me in the face :( then wacked me with the keys :( you suck kid XP
Saturday
Woke up at 9:30 :( I wanted to sleep inn...but nooo i had to shower and get to worship practice haha it was soo quick! like 30minutes! crazinesss and then we ate congee after :) it was yummy. :) then silas said i cant sing :( i really couldnt this week :( cuz im so sick :( pooooooo i want to be healthy lol. did some work today, watched some movies :P haha and yes that was my day..my working day
Sunday
woke up at 7:30 today. man i was soo sick this morning, i so didn't feel like getting up :( but yea i did and silas wouldn't let me have a waffle!!!! and sally took the last one!!! i was like..man i want one :( haha so i jus ate some of sally's and stole some from cyrus after. :P after service, went out to eat with the university people haha i felt so young...and they were planning a trip..or andy was planning a trip to go to chicago....i want to go tooooo :P but i've been to chicago. i wanna go to new york city :P haha anywayyss haha yea vicky and her "interesting" jokes :P ...then i got back at church at 1 and my brother got mad at me :( and i kinda got in trouble but not really because after my dad calmed down, he didn't really care :) haha or my mom knew i went out..she jus kinda guessed and told me next time to tell her. haha okay :) haha taht is the end
have fun kiddies
Monday, November 28, 2005
Christ in me
To them God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the glorious riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.
- Colossians 1:27
In Christ, you are loved by God
In Christ, you're completely forgiven
In Christ, you have the life of Jesus
In Christ, you've been blessed with every spiritual blessing
In Christ, you've been chosen by God
In Christ, you've died to sin's power
In Christ, you've been delivered from darkness and transferred into light
In Christ, you've been made complete
In Christ, you're the righteousness of God
In Christ, you've been sealed with the spirit of God
In Christ, you have the hope of glory
In Christ, you're a brand new creation
In Christ, you've been freed forever
In Christ, you're a child of God
Christ in me
- Colossians 1:27
In Christ, you are loved by God
In Christ, you're completely forgiven
In Christ, you have the life of Jesus
In Christ, you've been blessed with every spiritual blessing
In Christ, you've been chosen by God
In Christ, you've died to sin's power
In Christ, you've been delivered from darkness and transferred into light
In Christ, you've been made complete
In Christ, you're the righteousness of God
In Christ, you've been sealed with the spirit of God
In Christ, you have the hope of glory
In Christ, you're a brand new creation
In Christ, you've been freed forever
In Christ, you're a child of God
Christ in me
Saturday, November 19, 2005
sweetttt 16 =)
yayyyyy =) dinner was AWESOME! haha i get there with jon and i see darren, issy & yuki, im like...huhz? cuz i told them to come @ like...6:30 they ended up coming b4 6:20. haha and...the craziest things was....DARREN HAD HAIR! like..geled hair haha insanity! lolz.
haha overreacting about his hair was fun =P but im jus amused easily =P haha so we went in and mel came then david then eric. haha then me and mel stole darren's tool =) haha honestly kid u gotta stop worshiping a tool. soo joax! haha eric started making fun of me and i got sad becuase i couldn't get him to shuddup and eat cuz there was no food =( haha and i feel so stopid =( haha i asked where my present was and he said he lost it! and i actually believed him!
haha so sad and darren jus kinda laughed @ me....as he usually does. hahaha it was soo scary! hahahha we were all angry and darren was like..geezzz u angry kids haha and then...he started like..stabbing the bread like..WUTTT! haha who's angry now?!?!? aha THEN! i asked that if kids watched stopid shows like spongebob squarepants then they would turn stupid too because they would believe in that stuff...and he said...well that would explain what happened to you O_O...so mean :( haha and i found out that the fobby one from loo wasss darren..oh my....i guess kitty was right..he has to be fixed. lolz. and it was just so fun =) haha looking at mel's drawings and yea =) thanks guys! i had an awesome time and i cant believe you got the eastside mario people to sing for me and darren =/ that was so..weird haha and i almost had to clean the table! omgsh. that was kinda scary. lolz but yea =) then...mike violated the statue of liberty in the restaurant LMAO! hahah soo joaxx then we went to david's house after jon and darren left for pneumie. =) HAHA and mike stole the unlimited garlic bread LMAO! haha n eric found some in his pocket..he's like..wth!??! ahaha hahah soo joaxx talking about random things and mike shot an elastic at me! haha literally headshot lolz! and then talking about how chinese women drive..and like...haha and eric being a pig LMAO! hahahaha it's okayy i konw u cant draw...but i still love uuuu hahaha i will post pictures up soonnn =)
Thanks to:
eric and issy for the earrings and the top
jon for the american eagle sweater
darren for the HMV gift card
jimmy for the rose
melody for the cute card
sharon for the cute note
yuki and kitty for the garage outfit
david and candy for the top
mike for the fart card :P
ellena for the doggie
edwin for the scarf
karen for the ecard
tori for the birthday shoutout
cyrus for the birthday call
ryan for saying happy birthday
winnie for saying happy birthday
hollie for saying happy birthday
gordon for saying happy birthday
phil for saying happy birthday
carole for saying happy birthday
carol for saying happy birthday
bernard for saying happy birthday
andrea for saying happy birthday
natalie, jane, trisia, bev, kenny, alton, jon ng, calvin, edwin for the party =)
thanks guys! i love you allll =) (if i forgot you, let me know =P)
Thanks to:
eric and issy for the earrings and the top
jon for the american eagle sweater
darren for the HMV gift card
jimmy for the rose
melody for the cute card
sharon for the cute note
yuki and kitty for the garage outfit
david and candy for the top
mike for the fart card :P
ellena for the doggie
edwin for the scarf
karen for the ecard
tori for the birthday shoutout
cyrus for the birthday call
ryan for saying happy birthday
winnie for saying happy birthday
hollie for saying happy birthday
gordon for saying happy birthday
phil for saying happy birthday
carole for saying happy birthday
carol for saying happy birthday
bernard for saying happy birthday
andrea for saying happy birthday
natalie, jane, trisia, bev, kenny, alton, jon ng, calvin, edwin for the party =)
thanks guys! i love you allll =) (if i forgot you, let me know =P)
Friday, November 11, 2005
provider
Praise the Lord! He provides!!!! =) aww man when you least expect it, God just pushes away ALL your worries aside by showing you what He can really do. Okay, so worship today was just insane. From what I got from other people, it was pretty good. But I don't know....I'm just glad it all worked out. I was soo freaked out, our first onstage worship and everything was so hectic and all. Like Kitty called me at like 4:41 telling me she doesn't have a ride and so I call justin and he's leaving to go tutoring...so i didn't konw what to do. I wanted to like cry. But I guess my mom reminded me that you just gotta work with what you have and everything and not freak out becuase that doesn't help. So during practice i was just scared, basically, of not having enough practice and what not. Then the photocopier broke, which means no overheads, which means two of the songs had no lyrics. So for amazed, i told them to reflect on the song. When it came to My God, I didn't know what to do? And I cut it. I know people got really upset with me, and I got upset too, but I guess I just didn't know what to do and I couldn't get through another song without lyrics, especially a fast song. So I was just upset i guess...then Ivan told me we could do the song in the end, so I was like...yayyy =) So u know what? EVERYTHING WORKED OUT! God PROVIDES....endlessly.
Monday, November 07, 2005
a new week
this week started off okay i guess..man slept at 1 yesterday and now im like...dying =( but that's okkayy becuase like..aced my english test =) SCORE! that better bring my mark up haha. Then i finished my eng cpt in physics class =) hehe cuz i was being a rebel last night =P hahaha jon would know. but yea..bad thing about today..was...failed chem quiz =( so sadddd man i was so tired this morning i couldn't even tell the limiting reagent!!!!! insanity! but yea =( i better ace that unit test so i can pull my mark back up because right now I think it's like..dropping =( i have to keep that amazing chem mark lolz! but yes. =) hahaha
yesterday's meeting was extremely long but we got things accomplished so yayy =) and im going skating with my cell group FOR SURE! haha i don't care man! i'm going to MAKE the rinks open just for us =P hahahaha soo exciteddddddddddd =DDD haha but yes. and me and issy are obsessing over....LMAO! HAHA issy u know who haha omgshh he's soo hot!!!! hahaha and kitty decided to join our club too =P hahaha yayyy hahaha and yea...well i gotta start on my memoir...i actually like doing this..just because i think of the past a lot =) haha easy stuff for me..takes a long time..but easy =P okay toodles for nowwww oh btw =) finally took a good picture with eric gor gor =P and a pic with mel & mike...here they are =) enjoy

eric & i =)

me and melpoopp =)

me and michael =) lookie those photoshop skillss eric haha see i told you i could cut ivan out =D hahaha..cept u can kinda tell it's there :P
yesterday's meeting was extremely long but we got things accomplished so yayy =) and im going skating with my cell group FOR SURE! haha i don't care man! i'm going to MAKE the rinks open just for us =P hahahaha soo exciteddddddddddd =DDD haha but yes. and me and issy are obsessing over....LMAO! HAHA issy u know who haha omgshh he's soo hot!!!! hahaha and kitty decided to join our club too =P hahaha yayyy hahaha and yea...well i gotta start on my memoir...i actually like doing this..just because i think of the past a lot =) haha easy stuff for me..takes a long time..but easy =P okay toodles for nowwww oh btw =) finally took a good picture with eric gor gor =P and a pic with mel & mike...here they are =) enjoy
eric & i =)
me and melpoopp =)
me and michael =) lookie those photoshop skillss eric haha see i told you i could cut ivan out =D hahaha..cept u can kinda tell it's there :P
Saturday, November 05, 2005
casting crownss
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee^^ yayy got the new casting crowns CD this morninggg yayy :) loving Mitchell's sale :) hehe i love this CD!!!!! omgsh soo gooddddddd but i still thing who am i is the best song from casting crowns :P
Friday, November 04, 2005
Fridayyy
well my week ended up on a nice note :) God really does work I guess. shows you He's there at the end of the day =) I don't know...i guess last night was the first time i actually..listened..slowed down...and it was amazing =) that feeling was jus..wow...I dont' konw..guess i've been stressing out a lot lately..wanting to get 90s in gr 11...*sigh..then yesterday's prayer came on at the end of the day...and yes..for once i listened to it..and it was talking about slowing down, be still and know He is God. pretty cool stuff..and it just spoke to me. And that night. =) I listened...and i could hear Him saying, "Agnes I know you're worried and stressed out but calm down, slow down, and be still and know that I am God. I will provide, all you have to do is trust in Me." and i was like..wowed...and i don't know...it's amazing what God does when you're so upset and feel like crying =)
Today was awesomee =) haha fun times and stuff and ended the day on a nice note with Calvin and Kenny =) well here are pictures from today =) hehe enjoyy ohhh...btw this is what im getting so far ..or for my midterm for each subject
Chem: 91
Art: 92
Physics: 91
English: 79 =( haha stopid english okay..i will get better soon! =)

me and nat jehh :)

shall we dance? =P lolz kenny

haha jon and samson are awesomeee haha fobnesss

uh oh...looked like someone had an accident after school =P hahaha

haha jon and samson r gangstars yo =P

gdon & holliee =)
that is all folks =) enjoyy for more pix click heree http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2118009540
Today was awesomee =) haha fun times and stuff and ended the day on a nice note with Calvin and Kenny =) well here are pictures from today =) hehe enjoyy ohhh...btw this is what im getting so far ..or for my midterm for each subject
Chem: 91
Art: 92
Physics: 91
English: 79 =( haha stopid english okay..i will get better soon! =)
me and nat jehh :)
shall we dance? =P lolz kenny
haha jon and samson are awesomeee haha fobnesss
uh oh...looked like someone had an accident after school =P hahaha
haha jon and samson r gangstars yo =P
gdon & holliee =)
that is all folks =) enjoyy for more pix click heree http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2118009540
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
ughhh stopid day ><
ughhh such a HORRIBLE day today! mann im soo like..upset and blehhhh =( let's start with...the beginning..
Chemistry
my teacher was in a bad mood...and then i got my quiz back...and i got 70% on my knowledge =( i'm soo scared it's gonna drag my mark downn..i want a 90 for chemmmm i was getting a 91 toooo!!!! like..borderline man! *sigh..soo hoping it doesn't drop ><"
Art
art was okay...haha nothing really happened so it was okay i guess...my painting is now in the front foyer...it's so uglyyyy -_-" whyyyy would she put it there!??!? like..my painting with what people call "the big boob" hahahaha mann ken & calvin & natalie HAHA you guys are SOO mean! LMAO!
Physics
The quiz i thought i did okay...APPARENTLY NOT! we corrected it after lunch..and man oh man oh man...i got 1/2 for making connections =( if it wasn't for the bonus question, i would have gotten 0!!!! a ZERO...that's disgustingg...im scared now that my mark is gonna drop b/c of it....on the other hand...i raised to a 80 after the unit test =) yayyy haha @ least im getting an 80 for midterm...so whatever. for now...im happy....but for end of semester..i need over 85 to be happy....5% more here i comeeee
English
i was happy until stupid english!!! omgshhhh i was going to CRY! like..i literally had tears in my eyes when i got my stuff back! it's insanity!!!!!!! like...WHAT THE HECKKK so i got my nonfiction unit test and my seminar back...a freaking 75 and 76 =( it's CRAZY! which means there's gonna be a BIG FAT UGLY 70 something on my midterm! *sigh...I don't know what's happening to me. I'm starting to do so bad =( *sigh even james was upset FOR me! it's crazyyyy *sigh....i need to try harder ...
and what pisses me off even moreeee is people who KNOW they got higher than you..and they say they did so bad! like...what the heck...are you TRYING to rub it in....like...u can say you did bad...NOT in front of me! and i was already in a bad mood...and they know it too!!! and they keep bragginggg like...what the heck!!!!!! and then they tell me not to think about it....and then..THEN!! they bring it up!!!! like...ughhhhhhhh like..i was in the processs of not thinking about it..and then you go and bring it up! ughhh pissed me off soo freaking much! haha samson knows who i'm talking about...but yea...this person will remain anonymous. sometimes she jus pisses the HECK outta me!
and then...now talking about the HOPE meeting..our first HOPE meeting...the new council at school..and it turned out pretty well...like...we had people come which i thought was pretty darn cool =) so i was happy about that...and then after we had an exec meeting...and i couldn't help but feel that the intention of this council is no longer...right...moral....that our intention seemed to be going against...matt 25..the social justice council of the school. And i couldn't help but think this: we're all striving towards helping those less fortunate no? so why be against each other? Our school councils..committees...are very....political? we do it as if we have to better than other people...loosing their purpose of what they are REALLY trying to do. and we somehow got sucked into that. And then..Mr Rooney, good ol' Mr. Rooney was talking to us afterwards and he was saying how...we're thinking so politically, trying to be better than Matt 25, that this was no longer about the kids in Egypt, but about us. About us wanting to be better..and it was true..it's sad...and now realizing it...i think it truly is so much better. I was upset before...because we had some beef going on ...*sigh...but yea...i guess things are a little better =) i love having rooney as a student advisor =)
okay that's the horrible side of today...on a happier note...lunch was soo much fun! LMAO! haha the retarded gangsters and then natalie inthe garbage can...aww more nat jehh hahahah stuffed in the garbage by alton, kenny & richard hahaha aww mannn...where's the camera when u need it most...=P but yea....here are some amazing pictures from today =) i loved lunch though...thanks to kenny & calvin for making it awesomely fun =) haha i love those guys =P

oh yea we're cool alright =P hahah gangstarss for lyfe...jane, me, calvin, kenny, & natalie

jane & i =) yayyyy

the sexiest angels in the school =) haha oh yeahhhhh trio angelsss =D jane, nat & meee hehe
Chemistry
my teacher was in a bad mood...and then i got my quiz back...and i got 70% on my knowledge =( i'm soo scared it's gonna drag my mark downn..i want a 90 for chemmmm i was getting a 91 toooo!!!! like..borderline man! *sigh..soo hoping it doesn't drop ><"
Art
art was okay...haha nothing really happened so it was okay i guess...my painting is now in the front foyer...it's so uglyyyy -_-" whyyyy would she put it there!??!? like..my painting with what people call "the big boob" hahahaha mann ken & calvin & natalie HAHA you guys are SOO mean! LMAO!
Physics
The quiz i thought i did okay...APPARENTLY NOT! we corrected it after lunch..and man oh man oh man...i got 1/2 for making connections =( if it wasn't for the bonus question, i would have gotten 0!!!! a ZERO...that's disgustingg...im scared now that my mark is gonna drop b/c of it....on the other hand...i raised to a 80 after the unit test =) yayyy haha @ least im getting an 80 for midterm...so whatever. for now...im happy....but for end of semester..i need over 85 to be happy....5% more here i comeeee
English
i was happy until stupid english!!! omgshhhh i was going to CRY! like..i literally had tears in my eyes when i got my stuff back! it's insanity!!!!!!! like...WHAT THE HECKKK so i got my nonfiction unit test and my seminar back...a freaking 75 and 76 =( it's CRAZY! which means there's gonna be a BIG FAT UGLY 70 something on my midterm! *sigh...I don't know what's happening to me. I'm starting to do so bad =( *sigh even james was upset FOR me! it's crazyyyy *sigh....i need to try harder ...
and what pisses me off even moreeee is people who KNOW they got higher than you..and they say they did so bad! like...what the heck...are you TRYING to rub it in....like...u can say you did bad...NOT in front of me! and i was already in a bad mood...and they know it too!!! and they keep bragginggg like...what the heck!!!!!! and then they tell me not to think about it....and then..THEN!! they bring it up!!!! like...ughhhhhhhh like..i was in the processs of not thinking about it..and then you go and bring it up! ughhh pissed me off soo freaking much! haha samson knows who i'm talking about...but yea...this person will remain anonymous. sometimes she jus pisses the HECK outta me!
and then...now talking about the HOPE meeting..our first HOPE meeting...the new council at school..and it turned out pretty well...like...we had people come which i thought was pretty darn cool =) so i was happy about that...and then after we had an exec meeting...and i couldn't help but feel that the intention of this council is no longer...right...moral....that our intention seemed to be going against...matt 25..the social justice council of the school. And i couldn't help but think this: we're all striving towards helping those less fortunate no? so why be against each other? Our school councils..committees...are very....political? we do it as if we have to better than other people...loosing their purpose of what they are REALLY trying to do. and we somehow got sucked into that. And then..Mr Rooney, good ol' Mr. Rooney was talking to us afterwards and he was saying how...we're thinking so politically, trying to be better than Matt 25, that this was no longer about the kids in Egypt, but about us. About us wanting to be better..and it was true..it's sad...and now realizing it...i think it truly is so much better. I was upset before...because we had some beef going on ...*sigh...but yea...i guess things are a little better =) i love having rooney as a student advisor =)
okay that's the horrible side of today...on a happier note...lunch was soo much fun! LMAO! haha the retarded gangsters and then natalie inthe garbage can...aww more nat jehh hahahah stuffed in the garbage by alton, kenny & richard hahaha aww mannn...where's the camera when u need it most...=P but yea....here are some amazing pictures from today =) i loved lunch though...thanks to kenny & calvin for making it awesomely fun =) haha i love those guys =P
oh yea we're cool alright =P hahah gangstarss for lyfe...jane, me, calvin, kenny, & natalie
jane & i =) yayyyy
the sexiest angels in the school =) haha oh yeahhhhh trio angelsss =D jane, nat & meee hehe
Monday, October 31, 2005
haha fall festival today :) soo funn and the kids are SOO cute hahahaha mannn soo joax at our booth. we have the matching game and this kid was trying to play it with the deck that melody made..HAHA he tried looking THROUGH the cards..like..he stared them down and like...put is face practically to the table aww man me and david were laughing SOoOoO hardd hahaha total joax today with kathy LMAO! ahhaha i love that girl! she's so awesome! haha anywayss tonza fun :) haha jon wong & silas are so mean to me =( just because i want to be smart geezzz haha anywayss here's the link to the pictures for today =) my daddy came backkkk
http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2118212855

awww hannah is soo cuuteeee

haha mel, jon & I being stupid ahhahaha

awwww emilyyy, me & kathyy =)

david & moi...eww his tongue is purple from the ring popp

eric stop hogging the camera! u're not DAT good looking hahahaa we gotta take another pic sometime

yuki, me & sammm =) hotness hahaah
http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2118212855
awww hannah is soo cuuteeee
haha mel, jon & I being stupid ahhahaha
awwww emilyyy, me & kathyy =)
david & moi...eww his tongue is purple from the ring popp
eric stop hogging the camera! u're not DAT good looking hahahaa we gotta take another pic sometime
yuki, me & sammm =) hotness hahaah
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