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haha the wonders of a mac book HAHA

























i love kcab hehe if i got a mac then this is wut i would do with my life. AHAH

k so christmas break started as of friday :) good stuff. man. good times w/ jane shopping haha having some girlie time. and getting chicken little from kenny & calvin :) thanks kiddies u're the best! haha i love their card =P anywhoosss then went to jc's house =) hehe had dinner with peeps. hehe u can ask me if you want to know more. ;)
saturday was...kcab party =) haha good times and what not haha total fun taking pictures HAHA i loveee kcab! and then sunday....was...baptism..that's today! yayy party with my cousinss :P haha i love my cousins. they're amazingg...kk so for the rest of the christmas...here's my schedule

25 - christmas! grandma coming home : )
26 - boxing day
27 - jam & dinner day
28 -
29 - downhere concert!
30 -
31 - new years chillage..dunno where yet. =P
1 -
2 - trisia's house party =)
3 -
4 - going into loo? we'll see =P
5 -
6 -
7 -
8 - school =(

and somewhere in january...some cell group partayy. haha and then...i also hafta do university stuff and projects. haha

so book me =P or you lose. HAHA and cy u still owe me hot chocolate and hsieh u owe me wings =) ahaha

that's all. : )

happy.

so this weekend has been quite..the awesomeness =) hehe my madly hectic week was FINALLY over on friday. got a test and a quiz this week and i'll be DONE =) CHRISTMASSSS hahaha soo exciting. and this weekend was just soo relaxing. aww man soo much chillage..

Friday
- got to church and stressed like mad on retreat forms. *sigh. it's okay they're done now...but...yea...we still got tonzz to do. madly stressing over retreat. ughhhh *pulls hair out* haha
- pretty christmas cookies =) that i thot tim & tiff made....i didnt see the package okayyyyy goshhhh
- relentless practice =) went okay. jw had to go though. well we did whatever we could =)
- i was amazed that darren could finally reach that note...pretty darn impressive. haha

Saturday (greatest day)
- woke up at 8:15 for 9 practice for relentless
- went to church and darren got me a mcmuffin!!!! =) excitinggg haha i was very happy. but the paper was see-through. ew. haha darren wasnt too happy. considering he had to go back to get the mcmuffin for mee..
- had practice =) it was awesomee. hahaha me & sharon playing with sounds HAHAHA *tweet tweet* *gunshot* *car screech**thump* HAHA we killed a bird on the piano. haha so joax. and aww man the solos and wut not SOO cool. props to darren & jc man =) u guys..figured it out..amazingly hahaha i heard it..i was like...this is TOTALLY the works of the boys. hahaha
- at night, we had christmas celebration AHAH SOOO JOAX
- relentless =) u guys did awesomeee. ahha awesome fun.
- i will follow you performance was hilarious. haha the adults are amazinggg
- tim's little....dancing on stage with freddy....with the chicken dance
- haha translating was quite interesting. freddy should've jus translated his whole sermon himself. haha
- the MCs. were so joax
- i was introduced to a guy name joses about 4 times. =) he's really nice. his name rhymes with moses. he's from waterloo. haha
- went to wendy's after..where they cracked open eric's phone
- i attempted to throw into darren's mouth..like...a crumb of mcnuggets
- me & cheryl's random fobby highness HAHA man i love u girl
- me getting high from the hot chocolate

Sunday
- went to sunday service
- darren's going to get me 5 sausage mcmuffins for christmas. ew
- little kids are SO cute =)
- went to jc's house to play wii
- boys were being gay when it comes to parking. dumbbutts
- haha michael was like wheezing while boxing HAHA making noises when he breathes
- me trying to see my present. booo i wanna see ittttt. haha jon and sharon said it was nice...so i trust them. hahah
- eric..scarring darren for LIFE with his....dancing?

haha that's all =) AND IM GOING TO SEE HAPPY FEET LATERRR =) EXCITING. hehehehe

ehehehhe soo cute

HAHAH i typed in happy feet...i also found this. HAHA

people are weird.

update.

k soo havent updated in awhile...so since i dont have a test tomorrow (finally, a day off this week) i can update! haha soooo here's wut's happening

+ lovin all those talks me & nat have =) ehhe we're so alike. haha so joax
+ lovin those emails everyday
+ lovin those txt msgs everyday hehe 3 months of txting is amazing =P
+ friends constantly reminding me that it's ALMOST christmas
+ friends constantly encouraging me and tellin me to just...hang in there
+ excited for chillage during christmas
+ slowly letting stupid tests go. i'm done with them..moving on
+ im excited for downhere =D hehe

hehe so i really cant think of anything bad...either than i failed my physics test today. darn failing 3 tests in the past week is DEFINATELY not fun. but..not giving up. and not dwelling on it either cuz one of my friends reminded me that you just gotta move onn and learn to deal with it right? =)

awesome now time to do prep for my physics performance task...hoping i dont fail. ahaha

k so it sucks.

it sucks getting the physics test back that you thought you did well on and actually did pretty bad on. The teacher doesnt think it's bad. but you do. and on top of that, this test dropped you three percent. yes it sucks.

so i ended up getting it today after i got back to the science center and honestly when i found out it dropped me three percent. i was ready to cry. but u kno let's not cry in front of the teacher now. that's bad. i mean he knows im upset already. no need to make it worse. so on my way to my locker. i see gordon. and i showed it to him. i couldnt help it anymore. i started to cry. not like...wailing kinda cry. more like..silent tears kinda crying. and unlike everyone else, he seemed to be very understand. Gordon is always very understanding. I mean yea three percent..i kno im not allowed to complain cuz im still getting high 80s but at the same time...it's like..it's disappointing. and i just cant drop. i just..can't. and i tried to stop myself from crying..too bad the harder i tried..the more tears came out. so i said...

k agnes u gotta stop. it's not worth cryin over

then it hit me...

this crying shows a lot. it made me realize that
a) my marks are WAYY to important to me. i dont know HOW many people tell me this and i dont listen to them.
b) I placed school before God.

that's a bad thing. that last one there..BAD very BAD. *sigh. and i could tell. at the beginning of the year, school wasn't all that bad...i enjoyed it...got high marks...and credited them all to God..but slowly as the semester progressed..as things start to pile up...you think that maybe you can handle it yourself. oh....SOO WRONG. very very wrong. and also, after i got my marks, im dumb and i boast about them. heh. God sure taught me a lesson. not to like smite me or what not. but i mean. humility. that's it right there. no matter how good, bad, okay i do at the end of this year...humility. it all comes down to...how i reacted to all of them. it's funny when i get good marks..i say God u kno thanks for all this. then when i get bad marks...i cry.

*sigh time to go do things the RIGHT way.

balance.

God first

humility.

Everything is beautiful
Even when the tears are falling
I don't need a miracle to believe
Even in the crashing down
I can hear redemtion calling
And everything is beautiful to me
-Everything is Beautiful-Starfield