Sunday, April 30, 2006

weekend fun

okay so my weekend went well : )

Friday Night
my poor "daughter" got a fever so she couldn't come to fellowship. Worship practice went alright : ) it was cool having so many people lolz. wow...then i had overhead problems until betty came and saved my life :P haha then we watched two episodes of Joan of Arcadia. Man im hooked! whoever is done with their DVD i want it NEXT! haha and we had healthy snacks haha like eric said "all of us will have no problem pooing tonight" LMAO! haha i love carrots and celery sticks with dip! :D

Saturday
I drove my daddy to work and we drove to Markville and the Dollar Store at Warden :) haha i'm still bad at driving :( i need to improve! haha i will prove eric and david wrong :P went to bbq at Jon's house at like...5 he wasn't even home yet! ahha so we ended up starting bbq at like...6 :) darren, jason, david, eric, cheryl, kenneth, and kitty were there :) mad fun :) haha soo joax with darren's picture haha a little too happy touching jason's waist there hahaha and aww i miss cheryl :( leaving to go to missions. Hope you have fun girl! the sausages were yummy! :) and the burgerss even though there was no ketchup lol it was good! :) haha had tonz of fun. It was just a good time to just relax and forget about school for like...2-3 hours. :) and it felt like summer haha yayy the beginning of our bbq season :)

Sunday
went to church. I loved the Rob Bell video today :) God's message of love. and something that Uncle Simon said during Sunday School stuck to me. He said, "Sometimes we don't evangelize because we're scared and we only not evangelize for two reasons a) we don't love God enough or b) we don't love the person enough. Sometimes we dare to not love."
it's such a weird way of looking at it. And today's message just totally reminds me of that whole outloving post i read on Tim Woo's blog a while ago :) imma outlove you all <3>

yay PA day friday! :) nat you're SOO coming over to "run" with me HAHA
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Friday, April 28, 2006

i just came back from fellowship..standing outside for like..30minutes waiting for the boys to figure out where to go..it's cold tonight lol. But yea..it was okay...watching joan of arcadia : ) i like that showw i want to watch nowww lolz just totally reminds me that God uses ordinary people and in today's worship set...

"You use the weak to lead the strong" - Your Grace is Enough

:) total awesomeness. anywhooss nothing really happened today...i think... not that i remember anyways lolz. i drove today! :) haha to church ahha it was fun :P but yes. i have a lot of homework this weekend too :( but it's okay! i shall finish it haha

yay bbq 2morrow.i wish i can go to the zoo with them : ( but i got work to do..so yes. time to go 2 bed..i'm crazy tired lately...don't know why...=/

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Monday, April 24, 2006

assurance

so i did my bio and math test today. I don't think i did too well : (. So i got sad. I got upset and fustrated and today just didn't seem like a cool day. Then a thought came to me in comm tech class. I was so happy last night listening to made to worship by Chris Tomlin (amazing song btw) and now because of two tests...two marks...I get upset? For a split second i totally loose focus on God, forgetting for one moment that He had everything in control. After that...a rush of assurance came over me. yea...i'm upset...i mean i could've done better right? and i'm just really tired, but God's got in all in control. He gives and takes away, but His will is perfect and pleasing.

And i read candy's blog just now...about being a servant. once again being reminded that marks and worldly things do not matter when it comes to serving God, and really that's all that should matter no?

Love God, Love people, nothing else matters.

when you do that...things just seem to flow into place. So I'm worshipping God no matter what. And I am not gonna doubt Him because He knows what's best for me.
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Saturday, April 22, 2006

worship night :)

Praise the Lord for He is good :) Last night at fellowship was just COMPLETELY amazing. It's been a really...REALLY long time since i've seen the entire fellowship worship God with their hearts :) true worship right there! Last night was just amazingggg :) mann i can't even explain my continuing awe after last night. God really works, and last night was a total challenge for me to just put it all in God's hands. At the end, everyone was like...oh good job on worship night. ahha I'm thinking...why thank us? God did it all. I mean cummon..our songs...totally spontaneous order =) and just what i said and what i prayed about...just all came out...and just seeing so many people touched, not afraid to praise with their hands lifted high, I am totally amazed. And when we prayed as a group, when we sang spontaneously..THAT's true fellowship :) I haven't felt the Spirit work SOO evidently in a while :) like fo'real man that was the night :) I loved it. And haha as mel and jw knew, i was stressing like mad before it....haha not being able to find sheet music and what not....but God led it...God told me and showed me that everything turned out okay..I just had to trust in Him :) Praise the Lord. now THAT's true worship.

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
All about You, Jesus

the fellowship accomplished that last night

and all fear was swept away

the fears of not singing good enough

the fears of what others thought about what we did

the fears of speaking out



all gone

barriers were broken
hands were lifted

all towards the same loving, amazing God

now THAT's unity :)
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Friday, April 21, 2006

sunshine :)

so everything's good now :) I am happy :) we're all happy :) yayy haha

i've been tired...and sick :( but that's okay..im getting better! haha and so jokes eating lunch with nat and edwin outside AHHA nat stories haha and pieces of the wall at school LMAO! ahha i love you guys. haha

AND...my daddy is home! :) yayyy haha i feel happy =) so it's been good...because God is good =)

so...tomorrow is ...worship night...im scared..excited..worried..happy...
kinda glad for a time to just..reflect even though i'm leading :) it's gonna be awesome because it's gonna be God-led =)

totally lovin' the sunshine


God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
I don't care what the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be alright

'Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know his word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
-Hillsongs United

true dat yo'

so assured that God has everything in control :)



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Monday, April 17, 2006

untitled

haha okay so i learned something new....

silas ng doesnt go to ryerson HAHA where does he go?

haha anywayss yeaaa easter dinner last night =) it was so awesome and the food was good! :) thanks anita! haha getting to talk to everybody for like...1 hr cuz eric, candee & kitty never came..haha PRESTUDY at 7 not DINNER at 7 haha gosh eric get it right! hahaha anywayyyss =) it was so much fun haha talking about our childhoods and what not hahha good times :) i love k-cab!

and then we shared and it was cool just a time to pray with ivan, mel, and grace and just listening to how the rest of the cell groups are doing =) and we found a youth pastor!!!! haha well he's coming to do prestudy on sunday :) excited to meet him..

and then..well the night didn't end so well i guess...with what happened and what not and me crying my eyes out so much that this morning i woke up with my eyes three times smaller. lolz but it's okay! because i have AMAZING friends =) i love you guys for just sitting there and listening when i was such a mess last night =) thanks mel, anita, eric & david =) yea boys officially suck haha and history is repeated..and mel laughs at me =(

then i got in trouble with my mom cuz i came home really late..but i talked to her about my problem and what not..and she listened...and i felt a little better

yea wasn't able to sleep that well last night..but it's okay i feel a lil better now...but now i gotta fix it....*sigh God i guess it's time right?
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Friday, April 14, 2006

chapters =)

Today was such a cool day =) yes it was raining..i think and it was really cloudy, but it was still a good day =) so i drove this morning. I'm getting better! haha i like driving now :P haha did a lot of parking and turning and what not. =) i have to learn to let the wheel recover itself. lolz anywhoosss

met up with candyy at starbucks/chapters. haha candee: look the book is $3.99 and it's so thick! haha

we talked at starbucks for like...one and half hour until we saw mich and cheryl =) haha they went to go look at books and we talked a little more...im so full ><>< good =")" chiu =")">
me: where would mich and cheryl be?
candee: just find the place with the smartest books.

haha and we found them..at fiction and literature haha michelle knows like..all authors HONESTLY haha me and candee are just like..huh? haha and candee doesnt read and doesn't know books unless if they're from movies hahah right? haha manhunt and in her shoes haha then..MAGAZINES hahaha we are hopeless...apparently really bad according to cheryl and mich haha so joax dough =P and mich going angry over not being able to buy books is really scary hahaha she won't get themm from the library till she's 80 poor girl

then aww man my favourite part...the KIDS SECTION! yayyy haha Dr. Seuss and the science book LMAO! yayy story time with mich haha we all just sat there and read them..aha me and candee were sooo amused at the Dr. Seuss pop-up book HAHA we're like.."michelle! POP UP POP UP! OVER THERE *grabs and opens the page* haha OMGSH they move!" HAHHA cheryl i want those pictures! :) and i love the olivia book haha soo cuuuuuute and if you give a mouse a cookie :) haha my comment: why are mice so ma fan? haha

i love children's books ^^ good childhood memories. hehe we stayed there till 5. haha woww i had so much fun =P we should sit in the kids section reading books again girls :) aha honestly it's fun haha sitting in a circle together reading books to each other =P haha total and utter amusement =P


my favourite book :P
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

all better =)

wow God works miracles alright

i woke up this morning to find that my fever was gone :) woww a one day fever. Who honestly have one-day fevers. haha man i feel so much better today =D so much more alive! haha anywayyss yes yes haa so joax with trisia today "am i going to get pregnant?" LMAO! haha trish those are flower sperms HAHAHA soo joax hahaha and having lunch with jenn, gordon, nat, alton, monique & hollie aww man started talking about elementary school haha me having no friends..thanks for reminding me everytime hollie..and hollie being whitewashed HAHA so unbelievable haha

so yes i feel 10 billion times better today :) thanks to all those who cheered me up yesterday!
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Monday, April 10, 2006

God's will vs my will

*sigh sunday school made me think yesterday. Yes we didn't really talk on topic...as usual :P but iuno it really hit me when we were talking about friends with benefits. And i mean..it's bad. and i don't know..got me thinking about emotions and feelings and people and stuff.

had a talk with silas

thanks :) lolz better than david forcing me to do stuffs :P

but yea really praying on it. thinking on it. I need time...

I need space

I want God's will because it's so much better than mine.

He knows what's best for me

He knows what i have to do

He knows when i'm ready
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Saturday, April 08, 2006

vroommm

wow this week has been hectic..but it's okay! it's kinda over now :) i'm okay now :) God brought me through it! :D omgsh did the scariest thing today...

I DROVE

as in behind the wheel of a real car haha (no natalie not a fisherprice car)

so scaryyy :(

driving is scary..kinda fun.but scary haha especially the highway..yes the teacher is crazy..making me go on the highway *sigh..but it's okay! i survived! yayyy haha and i didn't kill anyonee :) yayy haha (see eric and david! i can drive! hahahaha)

that is my story for now...
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Sunday, April 02, 2006

sunshine :)

rwar rwar rwarrr

wow today was such a nice day =) and i got to enjoy it too! Today's nooma was "Noise" the topic being silence and solitude. and you know what our cool sunday school class did? we went to the park! yayy i loved it! it was sooo nice outside..and i got to sit outside and not do anything for a good 20 minutes :) silence is amazing. like i just sat there...and i prayed and i listened. And I heard God in the gentliest of all whispers :) I love it when He speaks through silence. I love looking around and being in awe of all the things he created. I mean WOW. It's not like i've never been at the park before..i've been there a billion times. But...everytime i'm amazed because he made it all..ALL OF IT. not some of it...ALL OF IT. Wow....I love nature :)

our sunday school class is oh so very cool :)
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