I'm lovin' it
okay not mcdonalds haha i don't like mcdeess
haha just loving this weekend :) truly blessed
truly thankful
truly happy

lovin'
-the sunny weather this weekend
- the good times me and nat had in the car yesterday..(Pulp, mouse w/ biceps, and running maple leaf haha)
- my awesome university friends :) welcome home boys and girls
- haha little old ladies that shove lydia around haha total joax
- my brother sitting beside me on the piano and just singing to the songs i play :P haha cuz im that cool
- darren, jason, jon, and eric and how they never cease to amuse me
- watching issy do stupid things haha like climbing over chairs
- being a dinosaur and rawr-ing
- worshipping God
- getting emails from people =)
- sitting in front of the piano and just playing
- the food my mommy makes :P

the simple, little things that just make my weekend =)

=) friday night

man last night was so purly amazing :)
looking forward to this night for the past week..man sooo worth it =)
Bible study went AMAZINGLY well...I was soo happy and one thing i learned...never be afraid of silence..and it was hard for me just i guess...becuase i'm an extrovert =P haha but most of my group are introverts so...haha but it was cool =) everybody talked and i don't know...we had like...eight people...and people were comfortable with everyone =) i loved it :) my group got so much closer haha....honestly never thought we'd get closer during..a bible study but yea =) it was pretty cool. And i was amazed that we finished like..all 54 cards ...with eight people! that's AMAZING =) God is good. He has truly blessed me with such an awesome cell group :) i love you guyssss

after fellowship was fun tooooo :) welcome back everyone =) good to see smiling university students back :) hehe welcome back waterloo, western and mcMaster kids =) haha i came upstairs and then jon reaches for my face and starts trying to make me smile when i was already smiling..i was like...owwwww...my face is stretched now =( so yea we went over to jon's house after getting a hazelnut smoothiee =) hehe so joax haha eric's face on the metal pin..thing..thing ahha and he hurt my head with it..haha then he tried to copy his biceps LMAO! haha and me and andrea started arguing about..our fatness again...omgsh ahhahahhaa and yea...=) it was funny =P I called darren like 5 times..he finally shows up and here's his story...apparently he came and nobody was here...and he had to go pee..so he went to second cup..right when he was done..i called him..AGAINN haha and he got annoyed =P haha sorryy dt. then...man! stupid jon! XP poopfaceeeee i was so scared! never trusting jon again...him and his water trick XP and my cell fone got wet =( and i was sad =( then pizza came and i ate..and i was happy again..haha and then i forgave him =) yes jon you are forgiven lolz. and darren had to learn to be useful by getting his mathbook for sharon and so he drove me home....hahahah safe driver darren? LMAO! so joax in the car haha

darren: you know i'm just driving straight right?
me: turn right here
*We're on captain francis
me: okay now go look for the school bus
darren: school bus! school bus! ahha *speeds from 40km/h to 60km/h*
me: SAFE driver darren..SAFE driver
darren: safe? okay *sharp turn*
me: I am NEVER sitting in this car AGAIn


LMAO! hahaha. and he's torturing me for worshipp hahaha im excited though =)

awesome night last night =) awesome way to top off my week!

i love you all

cough cough

Agnes is sick...she has a fever and a cold

this makes her very sad =(

and she still has to go to school

which makes Agnes even sadder =(


*why am i talking in third person?

untitled.

boys are stupid and mean =(

....

but i guess we have to learn to love them right?

*sigh
Why do i suddenly feel so secluded because of how i feel?

it's times like these...i want to control myself

tell myself to stop


but i cant seem to...


oh a happy note =) welcome back jess, jas, alicee, lydia..and everyone else who came back for reading week :)

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY GAH GEH WHO is a total poop sometimes :P haha i love you lydiaaa :) happy birthdayyy

awesome test :)

haha found this on Ardi's xanga haha i found it very funny :P haha so mo liu :P enjoy

In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it. They are:
a. Apple
b. Banana
c. Strawberry
d. Peach
e. Orange

Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals a lot about you!


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If you have chosen:
a. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples
b. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas
c. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries
d. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches
e. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges


duncha love it? i love it =P

hmm....

so yea :) i guess today was alright. I didn't really feel like in the mood to do anything though =/ it's weird i guess sleeping for a day and then going back to school for another day and then weekend ahah it felt like..today was monday ahha cuz it was snowday on friday =) anywayss
well i survived today...haha wasn't all that great...but wasn't bad...
I ACTUALLY bought my matchmaker list today...it was very..weird hahaha and camy is my best friend now =P hahaha but yea. something happened today...

My brother got sick...okay so you think no big deal whatever. I thought so too I mean just another fever or whatever. But it's kind of scary how dead he looks...like a zombie...and it scares me. I think it's times like these where I want to do all I can to make my brother's time ...better i guess haha and it's funny cuz usually it's like..trying to make his life miserable. I kind of begin to miss the amazingly crazy energy my brother has 24/7. I mean sure it's annoying...but heck...without it..my house would be pretty darn silent haha. The hidden love for my brother I never really knew I had. I sure hope he feels better.

As for fellowship..it was alright haha joax with mel, grace and Ivan while filling that test out =P haha but yea it was alright i guess. I wasn't really in the mood for anything today...and eric is egotistic =P (I think that's how you spell it =P) hahaha

the end =)

Snow Day : )

who would've thought :) haha anyways I was happy today =) haha getting to relax a little and fasttrack on math aha yes i am a nerd doing homework on a snow day =P haha but yea it was cool just being able to sit at home..and just chill =) and it's good to hear my mom's voice in the house all day again ahha and my brother wasn't home all day...so it was very...quiet ahha i played piano again and mann it felt soo good =) i love it haha anyways that is my day =) hehe relaxing and well i watched part of memoir of a geisha....it's actually pretty darn good =) until stupid cyrus called me hahaha i love you =P but yea it's fun talking to cyrus...but not when he's in the bathroom HAHAHA okay time to go to sleep earlyyy =)

blessed
beyond
belief :)

Happy valentine's Day

Okay so I don't have anyone to celebrate it with but hey whatever man =) haha i had fun ahah that's all that matters =P haha it was like...Spread the love day at my school today haha it's like..give people high-fives, hugs and what not hahaha fun stuff =) and me, nat and hollie are like..yayy valentine cards LMAO! thanks u two! aha loving my nemo and spongebob cardsss =) and some guys are just awesome and just make you feel special cuz they're cool like that =) i love you guysss <3

anywayss haha can't help but think about like..marriage and dating and what not today haha and you know what i realized? sure everybody's all...oh going out w/ my boyfriend/girlfriend for dinner or w/e...and sure i'm like..a.ww that's so cute or sweet or w/e hahaha...but..but it's okay =) haha I think this is one of my happiest v-days yet haha instead of despising it like most singles I feel loved =P haha I honestly am thankful for knowing that people love meee =) hahahaha
and meh...boyfriend...I'll get one in time =P

so yes =)
toodles for now~

*satisfied

Amazing how relying on Him can just fill you up so much more :)
Today was..Pay it Forward Day at school and if you haven't seen the movie like me, it's like..basically someone does a good deed and the person who recieves that good deed hasta do another good deed and what not..and we signed this heart that was going all over the school if you do a good deed and w/e haha i know it sounds corny and cheesy haha...but

when i signed it at the end of the day...i saw these names and i thought to myself...imagine if we were nice to everyone everyday. Wouldn't that be cool? haha I don't know. I guess it's hard to find people, especially at school who are genuinely nice.

Anywhooss I feel totally blessed...totally content right now :) no more stressing about school. Honestly relying on myself for last sem and messing up with God is enough...totally relying on Him this sem :) and like candy reminded me:
If God wants to do miracles, He will. Amen to that :)

haha fun times at lunch today :) haha i forgot the last time i had fun fun at lunch ahha missing those days with the WHOLE gang :( i miss you alton and hollie

<3>

*sigh

Sometimes i just don't see the point in trying to please people anymore. So basically what happened last night was that....I got yelled @ by my parents again. And it was even stupider because I wanted to go out and I didn't because I knew that they didn't want me to. So therefore...I didn't bother asking. Then...THEN my brother goes and tells my dad on the phone that I wanted to go out and I was like..ughh and I was like..yea dad I considered it just because I haven't been out in like two weeks. And he was just like...okay so I didn't really care at that point in time. Whatever...I don't get to go out..no big deal. Then i get home and I sat in my room for like...30 minutes because for some odd reason, I felt suddenly very exhausted...i felt like...there was something wrong in my life...but there wasn't....kinda weird...so at this point..I was tired. i want to be left alone.
Anyways...no details..wayy to much but basically. I got yelled @ for even thinking about the idea of going out and having "attitude".

So here's why I cried last night. I felt like when I said that I wasn't going to go out...I did the right thing. I mean I considered what my mom wanted no? But I get yelled at anyways because i CONSIDERED it. To this point I feel like..what's the point? either way I get yelled at. Either way I get blamed for things I didn't do. i hate that. I hate trying to do the right thing and it just backfires on you. SO yes I cried last night for about a good 40 minutes and I prayed...it's interesting when you pray and you cry...when you listen to yourself you realize just how much you need Him.

Find shelter in Him.

16Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 17For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. 18So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
- 2 Corinthians 4:16-18

As the thunder rolls 
I barely hear You whisper through the rain 
"I'm with You" 
And as Your mercy falls 
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives 
And takes away ....

Every tear I've cried 
You hold in Your hand 
You never left my side 
And though my heart is torn 
I will praise You in this storm 

Truly Blessed.

Honestly I'm loving this semester :) not caring as much about marks. But just loving and seeing the best in every subject and even in people :) I feel so much happier, so much more renewed. Yea sure, nothing special is going on, but whatever. Everyday is a blessing. A chance to do something for God, do something to show people His love :). I feel so renewed. Starting fresh

Thanks God

retreato6

wow.

words can never describe the amazing weekend I just had. I needed that retreat and I thank everyone that made it possible. It was simply amazing the peace I felt just being there. I mean sure the weather wasn't all that great and I lost my voice and I was dead tired on the bus, but it was oh so worth it. Tim Tang firstly, was simply amazing. His messages honestly made me think so much that i regret not taking sermon notes :( haha but it's okay because it's all stuck in the head. He was talking about dying to expectations, dying to what we want and letting God do miracles in our lives. It was so true. It was so real in my life that it just kind of wacked me in the head. Dying to expectations. Dying to what we want. I felt God calling me that weekend to die to my expectations of everything...friends...marks...retreat...even fellowship. I had expectations coming into retreat and I think after I let those go...everything was just okay. I mean I was so afraid of like..worship and everything..loosing my voice. Yet God showed me so much more. I felt God working and it was the most amazing thing. I guess I haven't opened up my eyes for a while and during this retreat...man was I able to see...with my heart. I loved Tim Tang's messages :)

Workshop was amazing too! When we did the activity thinking about the word/phrase from the bible, it really clicked that God was asking me to serve and I realize my response has been "Here I am" I loved it.

I think my favourite part of retreat was candlelight sharing. haha every retreat it's the most emotional part of it...and I think every year somebody cries...This year I cried too haha. I loved how people shared and they were like I don't know what to talk about then they go like...crazy talking for like...10 minutes. And I loved how like...the younger gr 9 & 10s talked too! :) Truly inspiring listening to how people were changed because of Him and because of our relationship with each other :) I loved how people were so honest...so real...so true. Kathy's sharing...I loved it and God gave me so much more hope. Man i started crying because I was so amazed by what God has been doing. I haven't seen people come to Christ for a REALLY long time and her sharing just gave me reassurance that He's still working. I was so amazed. The only thing that was going through my head during that time was PRAISE THE LORD. Unbelievable. I was also amazed by Jon Wong's sharing...just listening to him have so much faith in the future of Koinonia, listening to what he sees. jus...amazing

It was fun overall :) Good times with eric, mike, dex, kathy, issy & yuki :) haha all nighter singing songs haha jackie, donna, & esther must think we're INSANE! hahaha I don't think jackie ever..EVER saw me so high hahaha and yea just talking to melody and eric :) thanks guys! i love you!!! and wow talked so much to janice and to my cabinmates :P haha i love you girlss (palmira, mich, susan, liann, danielle, angel, yuki) :D it was fun...but onne thing was evident in my mind and heart

God was there and He was visible =) PRAISE THE LORD

picture time
my pics: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2109435065
dexter's pics: http://ca.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/d_choy1/album?.dir=b605&.src=ph

DONE =) haha

wow can't believe i felt soo relaxed this whole week. =) it was sooo awesome and i honestly couldn't have made it this far if it wasnt for my AWESOME friends =)
Thanks for...
- the amazing talks of never giving up and telling me to jus chill
- always believing in me
- always making me smile =)
-continuously praying for me
- always...ALWAYS telling me to loook Up
- and definately always being there for me =) i love you guys

appreciating the emails and messages =)

-helped me get through that stressful week of exams

oh another note =) awesome days since monday =) haha nat came over after exams on monday and then i went to go babysit =)
Then tuesday...some relaxing time with my mommyy haha just sitting home and i felt good about it...haha you know...doing some stuff for my mom...doing some chores...then sitting down watching tv...SO don't mind that i mean i'ts good sometimes to go nowhere and jus sit at home....i haven't done that in AGES.

Then wednesday...went shopping in the morning with david & michelle =) which was fun haha "shopping is an art" haha =) then after that....went home and jus relaxed again and wen out for dinnerrr =) ohhHhhH soo much fun at trish & bev's birthday =) haha i lavv u guys! hha i love my family! haha gordon, calvin, eric, me, nat & bev haha SOO joax! our stamp! booyaaa haha and me and gordon acting like that guy on the poster LMAO! ahah aww man i had fun =) then me, eric, nat & bev went to talk about some stuff...galleria is SOOO stupid! they ACTUALLY charge u for jus...sitting there! omgsh! aha so i got a lemon tea haha and we talked...pretty deep talk man...but yea that was good =)

and todayy...special day...dun dun dun
happy birthday to miss candee cheung =)

i lav u girl! =) even though we dun talk as much anymore =) i still lovee uuu

haha and yup that's all....retreat worship practice @ mel's house later =) excited haha kk

so yes overall awesome week =) chilling with friends and jus catching up with myself and most importantly getting back on track with Him

well that's all for nowww
latersss

One more day till retreat!