haha fall festival today :) soo funn and the kids are SOO cute hahahaha mannn soo joax at our booth. we have the matching game and this kid was trying to play it with the deck that melody made..HAHA he tried looking THROUGH the cards..like..he stared them down and like...put is face practically to the table aww man me and david were laughing SOoOoO hardd hahaha total joax today with kathy LMAO! ahhaha i love that girl! she's so awesome! haha anywayss tonza fun :) haha jon wong & silas are so mean to me =( just because i want to be smart geezzz haha anywayss here's the link to the pictures for today =) my daddy came backkkk

http://www.imagestation.com/album/index.html?id=2118212855


awww hannah is soo cuuteeee


haha mel, jon & I being stupid ahhahaha


awwww emilyyy, me & kathyy =)


david & moi...eww his tongue is purple from the ring popp


eric stop hogging the camera! u're not DAT good looking hahahaa we gotta take another pic sometime


yuki, me & sammm =) hotness hahaah

randomness

tagged by Jon Cheung...

Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end, list the names of people who are next in line to do this.

1. I think of the weirdest things outta nowhere...like if you can ever turn paper back into tree and what not.
2. I think about..what ifs..a lot...thinking back i guess..causing myself to be depressed..which really does suck. SO yea..self inflicted pain =/
3. I like monkeys :) and I want to fly :) I especially like flying monkeys :)
4. I am a very ..VERY open person haha i tell people the weirdest things..like announcing that I have to go peee haha people like eric & natalie would know :P
5. I can talk better with guys better than girls. like...3/4 of my friends are guys.

haha im jus overall weird...

i tag...cyrus...michael...dexter...karen & darren. go do it now! =)


goodbye friends

He loved me first...

1 John 4: 18-19
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.We love because he first loved us.

I love because He loved me first.
I forgive because He forgave me first.
I show compassion because He was compassionate to me first
I comfort others because He comforted me first
I persevere because He persevered first
I give because He gave to me first...

the greatest gift of all...

His love, His Grace, His Life.

He did it all for me...for you...for us.

I do everything...because He did it first

i was thinking about today...and realized how everything is going so well :) for the past few days being able to spend time with people, talking to people, doing good in school...I mean sure my life's got difficulties...but i reflect on my life and wonder why it is that i freak out sometimes..why i make a big deal out of the bad things when i have soo much around me that makes it so...enjoyable..so beautiful..so worth living for =) Like the people, the love, the compassion, nature, all of that..even the troubles..the ones that make up who i am..and teach me how to be better for God and for those around me. I don't know...reading my friend's blog and there was this quote that just stuck to me. It says...
"When things fall apart I don’t have to fall apart with them."

and I was thinking..wow that's so true...i mean you look at the sentence and it's like...yea htat's common sense..but how many of us actually think like that? like when things are just colliding and fallling apart in our lives..how many of us ACTUALLY think like that? Realizing that we have the choice to fall apart is a big deal...i mean realizing that it's not other things that's bringing us down but ourselves. I don't konw..not making any sense anymore...lolz..but yea... i thot it was really nice =) pretty cool stuff but yes..that is my blob for today =)

good day

turkey weekend :)

omgshh...cool day today :) and yesterday. :) k let's start with yesterday....so I went to go see corpse bride w. Jimmy & Natalie :) cutest movie EVER! sooo sweeetttt :) i was like...awwwwwwwww so many timessss haha but yes...amazing stuff :) then after Nat left, I got to talk to Jimmy for a while :) walked around and what not. It was really cool. I missed talking to that kid lolz. But yes....it was interesting and jus awesome fun :) hehe

Today....today was soo cool! i did worship this morning..so woke up crazy early..well 7:30..still!! haha but yes. It was cool :) it's fun doing worship w/ Silas & Kenneth ahha. Worship went okay...i was so self conscious dough..of my voice..lolz...i was so scared..so scared i would start off wrong :P haha but yes...everything went okay..=) and i saw all the university people! amazing coolness ahha good 2 see darren again haha cuz he came when i left on friday :( but i saw everyone else friday! =) that was fun too! Go second cup =) haha but yes. It was cool =) seeing all these ppl again. and them and their like...mcmaster and waterloo sweaters haha i want oneeeeeee :( haha but yea. =) pretty cool day overall..going to my aunt's house for dinner 2night..but yes..2morrow is ognna b a very long and boring day though :( everything's closed and nobody 2 hang out with..oh well i guess staying home would do me some good =) Welcome back everyone!

and happy turkey holiday =)

boys make me wanna cry.

thanks cyrus =)

weekend

this weekend has been pretty cool =) I'm pretty satisfied. actually..this whole week has been pretty cool. I mean sure..busyness and what not..but hey I mean...tonza things totally make up for it. this week just talking to some people I haven't talked to in a while and more venting..*sigh i gotta stop having so much..anger and upsetness inside. but yea...wednesday was interesting...i somehow felt better after it all..but at the same time..guilty...mean...absolutely disgusted with myself. I don't know...after that day i couldn't stop thinking...
then..friday was pretty cool =) ate dinner with Ivan, Mel & David, talking about our cell group, expectations, visions and so forth : ) it was really cool just spending time with them before the year continues : ) Had a great time during the program =) great job eric & gilford! ^^ hehe absolutely funness...haha anywyass yes..then came..saturday
saturday was the highlight of my weekend =) wow i havent been out ALL day in a LONGG time. lol....so yea woke up in the morning @ 8..got dressed and ready to go to university fair with eric, yuki, bev, & danielle =) haha soo joax...so we subway-ed down to union station. went to uni-fair. haha me and bev totally ditched the three of them :P haha sorry guyss.it was really cool..never knew there were so many universities..so many oppportunities. so yea that was that....the went to eaton center =) haha good stuff bev is getting me blingssss =) we got eric's present...>< so much moneyyy ughhh hahha u better like it kiddo! but yes...then back to finch station...i felt like crap :( and THEN eric & bev made fun of me! XP i dun like u guys *hmph..haha then the highlite of my day..bev in the car LMAO! HAHA aww man total joax! danielle tries 2 sleep and bev goes and sings! and like..dances LMAO! soo joaxxx soo loud and like..soo off-tune..killing all the good songs! hahaha then she's like..waving her waterbottle out..soo scared she would cause an accident if she tossed it out..LMAO! hahahaha total joaxxxx and then...at night...eric & issy's bday dinner =) that was fun..good food...i love mel's drawing skills..and got 2 talk 2 jimmy & dexter after dinner =) i miss you jimmyyyy =( haha fun times in the car..hahaha the highwayy total joax =D

Today..Sunday..i felt like poop again after sunday school..*sigh..thanks eric, issy & yuki for being there =) I love you guysss. hahaha issy u're so funny..throwing my shoe in the center of the room! hahaha geee thx!!!! XP hahaha

that is about...good day =)