wow i haven't been talking about what's going on in my life for a while...so here goes...yesterday was soo much fun! haha went to KBBQ for dinner w/ 15 other people for Edwin's birthdayyy, which is on thursdayyyy =) haha soo joax haha the beef and the..diarrhea HAHA they know what i mean...hahaha and then..MANGO haha it was so much fun =) i'm glad everybody had fun! haha then after...we went to second cup and just chilled =) haha going crazy then calming down is good =P haha...yesterday my friend was showing me these lyrics from apparently a rock song....haha

Petra - Judas' Kiss
I wonder how it makes you feel when the prodigal won't come home
I wonder how it makes you feel when he'd rather be on his own
I wonder what it's like for you when a lamb has gone astray
I wonder what it's like for you when your children disobey

It must be like another thorn struck in your brow
It must be like another close friend's broken vow
It must be like another nail right through your wrist
It must be just like
Just like Judas' kiss

I wonder how it makes you feel when no one seeks your face
I wonder how it makes you feel when they give up in the race
I wonder what it's like for you when they willingly disobey
I wonder what it's like for you when they willingly walk away

those lyrics up there just made me think...so many times people sing and praise the Lord for His love and yet they sin without thinking of the consequences. And it's interesting becuase even if we do think of the consequences, we think of the consequences that affected US. Have we ever...EVER thought about how our loving father up there might feel? The chorus really hit home for me, just made me think i guess how much it could affect God. Think before you act because you'll never know who will be affected by it.

Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear. - Ambrose Redmoon
God never promised
A life without pain,
Laughter without tears
Or sun without rain.
But He did promise
Strength for the day,
Comfort for the tears
And light for the way,
And for all who believe
In His Heaven above
He rewards their faith
In His everlasting love.

hehe

u know whats a funny word? KERFLUFFLE haha makes me think of popcorn...hmmm i duno why...haha



haha popcorn see! =D

wow...

i haven't been here for so long..u know why? cuz i forgot my password..and like...i was so confused..and i forgot my username *sigh..haha and i went to florida =) had tonzaaa fun haha I MET STITCH =D haha cept kinda scary cuz he was as tall as me..so was lilo...=/ but yesss... i absolutely LOVEEE this picture.



eeeeeeeeeeee^^ love it sooo much SOO CUUUTEEE anywayysss =) haha toodles for now~

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Today's application night was really well done =) haha good job clarence & liann =) awesome job u guys did. Anywayss yes yes humility..something i think all of us needs to learn because so many times we think we're better than others or we may take pride in our belongings or work or achievements. That honestly affects your relationship with God. I mean i know it does to for me. I guess when things might be going well or whatever and like...you feel so proud of your work, sometimes it may even go over God, making us idolize in our work. As weird as it may sound..idolizing in your work, it's very real and very true for some people, like me. I take pride in a lot of the achievements and work that i do and when i get good on it, i'm happy. However, sometimes it's hard to remember that' without God, we are NOTHING. N-O-T-H-I-N-G. and seriously He has a choice. Every good and perfect gift comes from Him and it's just so amazing how he gave us so much =) so amazing..you know...He gives and takes away. And honestly be thankful and look up to God when something good happens..because you know what? it comes from him. ALL OF IT. so yea =) k well bed time..haha early today =P toodless~

=)* smilesss

ahh~ i have a headache >.< and it stinks poo! =( but yes...other htan that..today's been pretty good. My week actually started out pretty darn bad...pissed off at my friend and like..just so many things to throw me off and i was thinkin....*haii..great...i had an awesome week last week and now this one is gonna be crap. Honestly i didn't think things could get better...but u know what? they did...it's thursday..and this week wasn't long at all...yes there were times where i just wanted to kick something..or throw something...or screamm....but God was always there..telling me that everything was going to be okay. Honestly that assurance that He's going to take care of everything is just...awesome..totally amazing =) I hafn't been stressed yet =) hehe so yup that's good =)
i found myself praying a lot lately..which is relli good =) but yea..just thanking God for everything..and just wanting to talk to Him all the time haha =) Prayer is honestly an AWESOME thing. Just puts a smile on my face =) just saying a simple hi and thanks to my daddy up there, i know it puts a smile on His face. As simple as that...and it puts a smile on my face too =) All He wants is for us to talk to Him, for us to know that He's always there =) hehe but yes=)*smilesss~