Bye bye 2004, Hello 2005

wow..it's 2005 soon...crazyness...wow this year went by really quickly when you think about it....but i don't remmeber what i did in January ><

Best of 2oo4 (I tried to put it in order :P)
- natalie and jane in geo =P haha jane's crazy "I'm at the top of the world" act :P
- haha our crazy jokes nat and jane in our classes :P crazy stuff! we were unseperatable :P
- geo class joax..with mark and raz and michael HAHA :P fishies and killage and wanting to be PM HAHAHA
- Jane's crazy drawings in my agenda! HAHA her penguins =P n our crazy lil songs
- March Break- TC!!!! GO GIDEONS! haha Samantha :P~ met nels & phil :D
- 30 hour famine ~ tonza fun :) it was all worth it! haha jon wanted to go 30 more hours :P
- Candee, Michael, Lester, & Kevin's baptism! =)
- haha me and natalie giving up on msn for lent
- Jane's obssession over dancing hamsters =P www.dancinghamster.com
- haha the awesome word by meagan: shrumph as oppose 2 smurf
- Krystaal's Concert --> that was AWESOME! incredible!
- all those good times at Natalie's house with Jane's laughing spasms =P
- Spring/Summer Choir =) Lydia, Andy & Kenneth =)) you guys rule!
- Coffeehouse 2004 haha thanks to michelle =P "forcing" me to act =P HAHA i can now laugh @ anything :P
- VBC ~ haha GM w/ Mich, Nels, Eric, Matt, & Micah =) haha and my kids =) hannah
- park day..haha with Clarence and Kitty =) awesome :) so peaceful haha the kid w/ the ketchup chips and clarence and the playground :P
- melo, andrea, & rach's birthday party @ jon's =)
- all those awesome nights in jason & danielle's cell group
- all those awesome nights (and more to come) in edwin & jessica's cell group =D
- edwin officially becoming my mom HAHA all candee's fault! =P i love you mommy
- missions night --> skit directing =) haha melody's dry dry dry powers :P
- my birthday chicken suit :P
- darren's birthday @ cy's =) haha whip cream + shaving cream hahaha
- Ottawa trip =D haha such awesome times in the hotel HAHA
- my baptism =) the greatest day of the whole year!!!

that's all for now =D haha this year's been quite sucessful =) haha
i la la la lavv you all =)

hmmm...blah blah...

i ran out of titles for my blogs..i don't really know what this one is about anywayys..i guess whatever comes to mind. This holiday..isn't as great as a wanted it to be...i mean..so many things i wanted to do that i didn't GET to do ><..and i tried making the most out of it..so i guess it wasn't THAT bad...it's just...there's just certain people that i just wanna spend more time with and like...i wish i could...well there's like..what..8 days left of the holidays...as painful it is...it's tru :( *sighh I was watching this video yesterday..where there's a scene of kids playing in a park..haha brought me to remember my childhood..those good old times where you can just go crazy and nobody will think you're crazy..cuz it's okay to be crazy at a young age...but now..people expect you to grow up...they expect you to know what to do ..and stuff like taht..and it's like..argh* sometimes..i just wanna be carefree again...*sigh...those were the good days...

My Baptism

yesterday was the greatest day of my entire life (well so far):D ...my baptismmm!!! another great stepping stone in my journey with God
haha it was so awesome! haha i couldn`t stoop smiling and laughing all day :P haha soo very happy..haha @ the beginning..i was freaking out..soo scared i might flip, trip or slip...haha but i didn`t do any of that!!! haha luckily i was fine..and the water was soo warm!!! :D ahha i wish i could`ve stayed in there forever :P...thanks guys for all the gifts and stuff :D the cards the encouragements..everything! Dex, eric, justin, & i went 2 Cy`s house..and dex sprayed axe all over me....buttface! and cy is soo meannn ><" i then went out to lunch with tonza ppl....haha stoopid cy parked his car @ cineplex and made us walk to like..congee wong where we got lost..my face was freezing!!!! THEN we walked to chapters..haha :P aww man...cy reads crazy thick books :P haha and dinner was fun hahha dex & mike were having fun with oranges!! HAHAHAHA and clarence ate fish food :Phahaha joax joax that was basically it :D yesterday was awesome! seeing that GOd has brought me so far..just totally incredible..=D Praise the Lord!

Joy to the World :D

yayyy christmas holidayyy =D haha I have a feeling this Christmas is gonna be AWESOME! I got an AWESOME schedule..haha! and so much to do :D haha i'm getting baptised tomorrow!!! i'm excited...nervous...i'm soo scared I might trip or like...flip...*aiya* haha but yea...can't wait! taking that next step to be with Him. It's another stepping stone.
and yayyy on tuesday going over to natalie's house for sleepoverr :D haha gonna be soo jokes...haha i already know :P haha can't wait :D
AND THEN...all the university people are coming homee :D eeeeeee^^ haha I haven't seen them for soo long....except for Cyrus :P but yesh....hehe it's gonna be fun
Wishing for a white christmas...
Goal this Christmas : Go skating with edwin :P HAHA

spiritual support

i guess i`ve been feeling....lonely lately...wandering off again..from the light..and God has been communicating to me..i finally see it. Through all the troubles i`ve been through...i seem to forget that i`m not alone in it and who it is that i`m doing things for. Yesterday, candeee sent me a poem..about never being alone...how GOd is always..there no matter what..and it just totally brought me comfort... :D GOd works in miraculous ways :D in people too! there`s been people who`s always been there for me :D haha who helped me go throught the beginning of my week :) i love you guys :) thanks for listening to me and just....giving me advice and all :)